Feeling like a man

So this is what it feels like to be a man: bouncing around in different people's lives, don't leave a mark, or leave a mark, but stay unattached. The aim is to keep jumping, because that's what's fun. 

I am finally living the life.

I can't complain at all. How much fun I have been having recently! They also have fun because they have been conditioned by society since birth to stay unattached and emotionally unavailable. Now I have finally reached their level. I have learned to play. I've had enough practice by now. 

But I remain sincere and respectful. I treat each one who appears in my life, no matter for how long, with a sense of sacredness. 

Now that my mind is trained, I only look straight and am focused. I get down to business, and my business -- well, it will stay forever different from the others. My business is to have a good time here, in this short journey on Earth. 

I don't want to impact no one's life or leave a mark on no one. But I'll need people who are on the same wavelength to make it fun together. 

No expectations, never expectations. People come and go, the most constant and universal thing is that change will never stop. Everybody is on their own journey. Sometimes our lines cross for a brief moment, sometimes for a while, but ya, we are moving forward in all different directions.  

You are your own line. You don't "belong" to another line. How come? Children and mother? Husband and wife? Lol. A husband can never keep up with a wife's line of fluctuation and unpredictability, or creativity and vitality. How sick is our society, trying to force upon a twisted bondage of two individual lines, at the cost of one line completely losing its sense of direction? 

I am enjoying it to the full right now, this sense of privilege, living like a man in a society that's built by them and serving them. And being the opposite gender who crossed over to take advantage of their system? There are so many more perks that men can't even see. Lol. I'm loving it.