arrr... at last

There are so many "draft" articles in my dashboard, both Chinese and English, all half written or with a start.

Was trying to write all the time, however once it stopped somewhere, I couldn't find it back anymore.

Same to the flow of thoughts: always having loads of thoughts and always reminding myself to write them down while still in my mind; cause once the time passes, they would just all slip away.

So maybe I should get over writing long articles... now I see why Twitter becomes so popular.

No matter what will come and stop me today, I will definitely publish this article, even without anything special.

I think I just have too much to say (write) most of the time. I am flowing with the time, my mind is changing each second by knowing more facts, reading more articles, talking to more people and leading my own way of life (unpredictable).

Just like a baby exploring the surroundings by smelling and tasting every item, I wish I also grow like a baby, an old baby :)

Ok, publish now, click !!

理想与现实

有的时候，理想与现实的区别远不止流离在骨感与丰满之间，在满目沧痍的现实世界里，理想和现实往往漂移在流亡与苟活、铁窗内与外甚至是生与死之间。

之前走过的二十多年梦幻般的日子，从不知晓有着这样一个特别的日子，当然更不可能看见自己世界的真实面目。在那些日子里纵然有过各种挣扎与痛苦，但与被梦幻掩盖的冷酷丑恶的真实相比，竟如此微不足道。

那么纪念，就打今年开始吧。

红色与蓝色的药片，你会选择哪个？