July 20th 2021
Sitting on the grass, watching my children play in the park. Today is a sad day, I have been crying. Many young lives have been taken, too suddenly.
No report no news, but we all saw it. We saw the young lifeless once beautiful bodies with shorts, t-shirts and skirts, lying on the platform, so many of them together; we saw lifeless young faces, closed eyes and bloated bellies lying on the metro doorstep; we saw them head-down floating on the muddy water, with no movement; we saw father struggling to grab hold of his son but son flushed away at the end; we saw them crying for help with weak breathes, stuck there for 10 hours, sending their last messages because oxygen is almost finished...
Do we know how did it all happen? Who is responsible? Do we know is it truly a natural disaster but not wrongdoing? Do we know anything at all?
Today is a sad day.
Why I had to leave? Because I had to find a place where laws and order are used to protect the weak instead of enslaving the whole, I had to find a place if disasters happen, I could trust the numbers and updates from papers and screens, I had to find a place where life is cherished instead of being grilled like insects.
Why don't you understand? Food was what they promised you, but without rights and freedom to choose your entity, your life is for the take at any passing moment. If you don't even have the power to choose, how can you not be as light as an ant?
But how can they understand if from birth their eyes have been covered ears have been blocked? How can they leave if not feeling hungry and ragged is their day-to-day struggle, even if there's a will?
When is this going to end? The despair and tears? When is this going to end? The darkness and hopelessness?
Have we not suffered enough by now? Not enough of us have died by now?
July 21st
沒想到昨天看到的畫面對我的打擊這麼大。昨夜難眠，各種情愫噴湧，幾個小時淚流不止，無法自持。年輕女孩毫無生命徵兆的屍體，在被淹的車廂裡奄奄一息發信息求助，畫面像發瘋了似的，在我腦海裡重複播放，完全失控。作為有女兒的媽媽，一顆母親的心在被絞輾，在滴血。
文安@xmly_2020: 谢谢你不计较国内父老对你的误解，依然关注国内发生的事情；也请你多在外面说说国内的事情，让世界知道我们这里到底发生了什么！再次感谢🙏
July 21st
我們那每幾年就會發洪水，無數生命和財產被捲湧而去驟然消失，不記得有多傷感，只記得轟轟烈烈的災後建設。出來這麼久了，早已習慣了平等，你我無差，早已習慣了生命的無價，無貴賤高低。每一個生命都曾耀眼地活過，需用靜默和懷念來表達對其的尊重，凡人皆如是。所以看到那些悄無聲息的流逝，會傷心。
謝謝超會搜索收集和查驗真假的狗哥 綜合整理的這些信息！🙏🙏🙏👍👍👍
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