對抗

This's how you do things. Keep fighting against online bullying 🤘當然要反抗 當然要對抗 任何權利與自由都是努力爭取來的。不反抗不對抗 自由表達不被網暴的空間就會被打壓被搶奪。不止網絡空間 生活上更如此。不為自己爭取正當權益 總有一天會一無所有 

#網絡暴力 #辛格莫默 #中印戀人 #嫁印度 #鄭墨沫 #嫁給印度人 #印度老公 

#中印戀人 #辛格莫默 #發表的書 2022 Published Books #MomoSingh #郑墨沫 #我的印度情 #MyWay

 《我的印度情: 中印戀人_辛格莫默講述印度的故事》 ebook 

此書詳細描述了諸多自己在印度的經歷與印度家人的故事。從中印戀人的視角，以最直露的手筆，帶大家走進毫無隱藏和修飾的真實印度。【鄭墨沫，中文網名“中印戀人“，是一位嫁給印度人的中國女人，與她的印度先生和一兒一女兩個中印混血寶寶居住在美國加州灣區。她幾乎每年都去印度探親旅遊，並用文字記錄下所見所聞。】

https://www.amazon.com/%E6%88%91%E7%9A%84%E5%8D%B0%E5%BA%A6%E6%83%85-%E4%B8%AD%E5%8D%B0%E6%88%80%E4%BA%BA_%E8%BE%9B%E6%A0%BC%E8%8E%AB%E9%BB%98%E8%AC%9B%E8%BF%B0%E5%8D%B0%E5%BA%A6%E7%9A%84%E6%95%85%E4%BA%8B-Traditional-Chinese-%E5%A2%A8%E6%B2%AB-ebook/dp/B0B622JJGB/ref=sr_1_1?crid=1TYV1UAWV5UXQ&keywords=%E6%88%91%E7%9A%84%E5%8D%B0%E5%BA%A6%E6%83%85&qid=1658240985&sprefix=%2Caps%2C516&sr=8-1

"My Way: Collection of Poems 2020-2022"  ebook / paperback

Most of my poems from this collection have been written in the style of self-reflection and conciliation in the aftermath of persecution. It signifies my mentality during the time when I was fundamentally rattled but stood firmer and taller, when I was brutally shattered but regained my confidence and aspiration, as a woman.

https://www.amazon.com/My-Way-Collection-Poems-2020-2022-ebook/dp/B0B5X16FXV/ref=sr_1_1?crid=2P41ETVDK7C6U&keywords=my+way+momo+singh&qid=1658241203&sprefix=my+way+momo+singh%2Caps%2C154&sr=8-1

Believe In Your S.E.L.F.

Looking back, from the time I started recording my thoughts, views and daily lives into videos, I've grown so much. 

Actually from day one that was 12+ years ago when I started sharing my journey with my Indian husband online, I've transformed head to toe. 

In fact from the time when I first had internet and started blogging and writing, no matter what language, I've walked so far. 

Over the years, I'd been beaten to bruises, I'd been broken to pieces, I'd been burned to ashes. 

But at the end of the day, I've always found my strength somehow, somewhere, and kept walking my own path, headstrongly. 

If you ask me what's the most important thing I've learned in my journey. 

I would proudly tell you: no matter how they hurt you, demean you, dismiss you, even they're your most beloved. 

Just believe in what you think is right and keep walking. 

Because that confidence inside of you, nothing is shinier and more glamorous than that, in the whole universe!

[Twitter June-Sep] Internet Violence #ExtremeNationalism #Propaganda #HateEducation #Brainwash #Antifeminism #網絡暴力 #中國網絡 #洗腦 #反女權

Why nailed me as a piece of countering-free-world propaganda and brainwashing material? 

1. "She is a woman, women's behavior should be within a certain frame and limit. The worst scenario is that our good Chinese women running away to be the reproduction tool of evil foreign men. All there is to women is pleasure tool and species continuation"; 

2. "She is educated. Educated women are the worst evil. Not only this phenomenon is affecting our population growth, but it also brings down social morality, affecting the mentality of our other good women in society"; 

3. "She embraces individual freedom which is naturally opposing to collectivism and she even has the audacity to express it, this is the worst evil that could exhibit in an individual. Any tendency of individualism is the enemy of the collective commonwealth of our evergrande nation"; 

4. "We would let you go if you married a white from a once-supreme country, but an Indian? Indian equals black, black is on the bottom of the food chain, nobody going down the chain. Nothing to do with the size though, we're talking about skin colors, skin color is what truly matters, nobody cares about the size."

 

[Twitter June-July]  - War is Peace Freedom is Slavery Ignorance is Strength

   

 [Twitter Aug-Sep] 

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*The Ridiculousness https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/02/the-ridiculousness.html 

*Cultural Revolution 2.0 https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/cultural-revolution-20.html

*The Incident. A Novel? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/02/the-incident-novel.html 

*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/06/twitter-may-june-internet-violence.html 

*The real violence usually are sent via DM https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/dm.html 

*Is Internet Violence Truly Scary? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/05/is-internet-violence-truly-scary.html 

*Why I regularly post the violent comments I receive? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/why-i-regularly-post-violent-comments-i.html 

*A Poem - If I Could Stay, Why I Ever Leave? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/10/a-poem.html 

*With You By My Side, My World Lit Up Like A Northern Sky https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/with-you-by-my-side-my-world-lit-up.html 

*The vulnerability of the human race https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/the-vulnerability-of-human-race.html 

*The real strength https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/the-real-strength.html 

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*[Twitter June-July] Internet Violence - War is Peace Freedom is Slavery Ignorance is Strength #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/zD25PJVnacQ

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The vulnerability of the human race

It is utterly strange that human beings could be so easily deceived and manipulated. 

Once you take away independent thinking and free press, the mass could buy into whatever shit you feed them. 

Actually, the vulnerability of humans has been proved disheartening over and over again. 

Just that when it's in front of your eyes, every time I still need time to tell myself: it is real, it's really happening in the 21st century.

[ I'm literally amazed by the amount of Chinese (every day hundreds) who are sincerely inquiring (besides their extremely vulgar and violent languages): "Are you really the mistress of this Indian man? Where is his real wife?" ]

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*The vulnerability of the human race https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/the-vulnerability-of-human-race.html 

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With You By My Side, My World Lit Up Like A Northern Sky

               

胡锡进被俄爹狂打脸，到底还要不要精俄？支持一位嫁给印度人的中国姑娘，反击愚蠢粉红蛆

https://youtu.be/U3UfxEBhFpE

I'm free to talk about it at last

The reason that I survived the attack

I've never met any of you

Yet I feel so close to all of you

狗哥 and my lady friends 

who stood by my side that whole seven nights

In the darkness

I felt your heartbeats

full of integrity and compassionate wits

When the waves of bullets roar and fly

you lift your shields and drew your swords

you built a barricade for me to duck and hide

When the waves of bullets roar and fly

you held my hands and pulled me close

you made a shelter for me to rest and recline

Who said darkness was scary and fright?

With you by my side

My world was lit up like the northern sky

Who said there's no point to aspire and inspire?

With you holding my hands

 My heart was never saddened and despair

Who said our songs were foolish and out of line?

With you in the sight

We could finally remake that broken rhyme

謝謝狗哥和幾個好姐妹的庇護

因為你們的勇和善

這次我又倖存了下來

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The Incident. A Novel?

 It was meant to be merely a self-destruct device to destroy that little file case

Unexpectedly, it turned into a nuclear bomb

The Castle of Justice

On the small stone steps of the Castle of Justice

*Her head shaved, all clothes stripped, hands and legs chained and weighted down 

Dragging her steps after the minister who holds the chain in the left hand

and a bronze bell on the right hand

"Shame!" "Shame!" Shame!" the minister announces in rhythms as walking past the crowd

What's her crime? 

Another minister holds the Board of Criminalities: 

different words scraped from her stolen childhood diaries

then put together in strange languages to fit into the crime

Doesn't seem to matter to the crowd who are mostly illiterate

The crowd frenzied, feverish, and resentful

They can't wait to give her their most clamorous spit 

Almost like a conditioned reflex to the bronze bell in the minister's right hand

Fear?

None detected

Her principle in life: measure each future action with genuineness and tenderness

so to be free from the fear of consequences 

There is only one type of fear worth fearing - the fear of your own doing

Regrets?

None detected

With the last attachment to the castle vanished (that self-destructed tiny file case)

that whole box of dark space was at last released 

and accelerated to the opposite direction 

disappearing on the horizon

Her spirit, freed

*Footnote: this author has been long suffering from discrimination and violence, due to her audacity and openness. Not all of us live in the same century, some of us who try to bridge the differences might end up on the wall of the medieval castle. 

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*With You By My Side, My World Lit Up Like A Northern Sky https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/with-you-by-my-side-my-world-lit-up.html 

*The vulnerability of the human race https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/the-vulnerability-of-human-race.html 

*The real strength https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/the-real-strength.html 

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*21世紀中國式的黑白顛倒 指鹿為馬 閉塞無知 公開羞辱 侵犯私權 文革批鬥 My Story in Parallel Universe: Public Shaming and Persecution https://youtu.be/6X-YiGiGaHY

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*Internet Violence - Glimpse of 12 Years of Violence Against Me in Chinese Internet https://youtu.be/tXRBaqQBux0 

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*[Twitter June-July] Internet Violence - War is Peace Freedom is Slavery Ignorance is Strength #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/zD25PJVnacQ

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The Ridiculousness

Hundreds of media, millions of individuals joined the "Bullying and Defaming Online Party", wrongly accused me to be the "Second Wife"(like in Polygyny) or "Ineligible Wife" of my husband (what world they live in, right? seriously...) 

Imagine what a multi-millionaire (in dollars) I would become, collecting Lawsuit Compensations (if justice exists in that society)... 

well, I am never too rush on collecting my dues... at the end of the day, money and fame is just a worthless tiny matter, if you can't find peace and light in your heart...

 

#中印戀人 #網絡暴力 #辛格莫默 #鄭墨沫 #internetviolence #onlinebullying

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*Why I regularly post the violent comments I receive? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/why-i-regularly-post-violent-comments-i.html 

*A Poem - If I Could Stay, Why I Ever Leave?  https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/10/a-poem.html 

*The Incident. A Novel?  https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/02/the-incident-novel.html 

*The Ridiculousness  https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/02/the-ridiculousness.html 

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紀念被炸的微博帳號：中印戀人-辛格莫默 2009-2021

微博帳號終於在用了十多年之後被從中國的網絡上“強行消失”了。從四五年前就隱約明白過來，自己最終應該逃不過此命運，和大多敢於講真話的人一樣。但從主動開始期盼並等待被消失的那一天起，到現在已經有快一年了。

“誠實堅強地發言發到最後一刻” 我實現了自己的承諾。

從來都是坦承地在記錄著成長和心路，從來都是以最誠實的心情面對自己。愛恨情仇，酸甜苦辣，生活所感，毫無吝惜地分享出來，希望對能看到的人有所幫助。

只是一個非常個人的帳號，一個生活在世界上某個角落的普通的女人。她的吃喝拉撒，衣食住行，所見所聞，她喜歡的不喜歡的，為之興奮為之感動，為之憤怒為之感慨的各種瑣事。

但網絡暴力從未斷過。在無窮無盡的歧視侮辱和謾罵噴張裡，學會了堅強，學會了韌毅。也許這是我在微博最大的收穫。

但這種狹隘低劣、閉塞愚鈍的大環境，這麼多年下來不但沒有絲毫改善之意，反而眼睜睜地看著其加速惡化，往惡的方向狂奔，一瀉千里。

這是我真心開始期盼“被消失”的原因。不捨得主動放棄那很少的幾個真心不想我走的朋友，但自己已漸漸 心.無.餘.力.。

那就這樣吧，做不到一點虛情假意、講不出一句假話廢話、從不屑於模糊不清曖昧不明、無法不以最誠實的態度面對一切的自己，終於被踢出了中國。

如果有機會可以發最後一條微博，我會給那幾個真心在看的朋友留一句：See You On The Other Side. 

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2009, by accident, I became one of the Chinese internet's most Hated people (accidentally posted a piece of diary kind of article, calling for more RESPECT for Indians, got massive internet violence on myself, millions and millions of abusive comments). Therefore I started my online presence in China, putting on a lot of effort to change how the Chinese view Indians. 2021, again by accident, I again became one of the Chinese internet's most Hated people, again millions and millions of abusive comments. Therefore at this moment, I ended my online presence in China. In between 2009 and 2021, waves and waves of internet violence and personal attacks never stopped, I have seen more discriminative and nasty languages addressed right to me, more than anybody in this world... Is it my nature to always "Cause Trouble"? lol.... I guess I am just a baby radish that planted not in the right soil....well anyways....fun journey, what's our next trick? 😂  #internetviolence