Nerdy presentation of current sci-fi writing & brainstorming

I write because I happily exist in this world, even though it's a world that does not belong to me. I continue to write as I live a full life, exploring and experiencing happy moments with people I like and people I love. But I don't have any expectations of humanity, or let's say, manity? If I ever find myself no longer happily living my life, I'll also stop writing. 

I write, definitely not to "achieve" anything, or "attract" any attention. Money? Fame? The most worthless notions fabricated by people with evil intentions. How shallow. How patriarchal. But most people blindly fall into it. How much of it will bring you fulfillment and contentment? There's no bottom in this abyss. 

I write because that's exactly how I think, and I just have to let it out. I don't give a rat's ear who would ever read it or what they would think about it. None of my business, isn't it?

I write, and my writing constantly evolves as my understanding of myself and my journey deepens and widens, as I move forward without looking back. 

I write, my imagination is flying wild in the boundless sky, but my roots are reaching deep and wide in the vast underground.  

I write, because I love. 

I write, because I'm living. 

https://youtu.be/OE8EariPKTk?si=qNQus2WOW7LEgFUD

This is the first time I have openly discussed my sci-fi novel "The War". The full shape of the story has only recently taken form in my mind, thanks to all the new people and experiences from the past few beautiful years. I don't think I could ever go back, but only to push forward. 

I will walk out my own path, which was, is, and will be different from anyone else's. Not only do I not look back, but I also don't look around. I focus on my own transcendence and enlightenment, as well as my own satisfaction and enjoyment. I owe this disappointing world nothing, not a dime. And I answer to no one, no one but me.

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More nerdy sum-ups and inspirations from the discussion: 

1. If you wish to truly think out of the system, each term that ever exists in your vocabulary is questionable and redefinable. Considering connection as a resource and the possession of connection as a means to establish a hierarchy is a way of thinking within the system. 

2. I believe that on Earth, patriarchy brings about materialism, capitalism, and colonialism. Noah tried to remove the reliance on materials from the equation and see if that still leads to patriarchy. What I believe is that if taking materials out of the equation, we become the opposite side of the war in my novel, much higher in intelligence, but not carbon-based. I think the form of existence as Earthers is okay, the only problem is that patriarchy made materialism (unlimited exploitation of materials), capitalism, and colonialism inevitable, and that leads us to a bleak future. 

3. Under the influence of patriarchy, we are on a different path of technological and intellectual advancement. That's why we have absolutely no idea if, with a few thousand years of development, with women not completely being wiped out of the equation, what powers we could discover within ourselves. And what future path would lead humans into -- definitely not self-destruction and mass destruction.