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Showing posts with label trolls. Show all posts

Friday, June 18, 2021

[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding #辛格莫默 #嫁給印度人 #網絡暴力


Youtube URL Here: https://youtu.be/JF2pxR5c9Xo

Behind such violence, it's all about fabricated dreadful stories and fake accusations. It's about ordinary citizens who lack the basic fundamental rights to think and speak freely, and possess no means to protect their rights. 

I guess when you are in an environment that is filled with fraud news and provocation for hatred, it's hard for the people to understand what's right and what's wrong, what to believe and what's fake. It's even darn hard for a lot of them to keep their last bit of humanity intact, soaking in constant and a ginormous amount of brainwashing content of hatred and violence. 

A lot of people told me: "They (pinks and trolls) hate you because you criticize them, and you should criticize the government but not the common people." I was like:" Hold up hold up, who said I was criticizing anyone or anything publicly? Ever? Do I dare?" 

What I did for 12 years in Chinese social media was to introduce my authentic multicultural life, introduce India from all aspects: Indian people, Indian customs, Indian culture, Indian history, Indian travels etc... and I maintained an objective tone, I said things as I saw it and felt it, I didn't easily take sides. At least I'd tried very hard to, playing by the rules, however, the rules kept changing and straitening without warning signs. 

And I was THE only person who dared to use my real name and real stories to show the connection with India. Well, I guess the majority of people who dared not to use their real names and faces, understood China more than me. 

And look where I'm now. 

I said this many times and I will say it whenever needed: what happened to me and happened to the whole generation of Chinese who once existed in Weibo, has nothing to do with what we said and what we haven't said. As long as you dare to make different choices in life, different from what the propaganda machine propagates, in my case, so outrageously out-of-line as to marry an Indian who is by default discriminated and detested against by the state and the people under its control; as long as you dare to make one line of commentary that doesn't come from the propaganda directory, just one line. 

You will surely have the same fate as all of us. 









More Original Screenshots in FB page: https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?vanity=InternetViolence.Feimoyu21&set=a.311214233969172

Video Playlist 

*Internet Violence https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLzlsklOlfSJ5-2ZTPdF8xeBIZ1wEGg8vh 


--Related Blogs: 

*How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/07/how-famous-am-i-in-china-some-video.html

*Why nailed me as a piece of countering-free-world propaganda and brainwashing material? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/09/twitter-june-sep-internet-violence.html 



*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/06/twitter-may-june-internet-violence.html 

*The real violence usually are sent via DM https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/dm.html 


*Why I regularly post the violent comments I receive? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/why-i-regularly-post-violent-comments-i.html 

*A Poem - If I Could Stay, Why I Ever Leave? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/10/a-poem.html 

*With You By My Side, My World Lit Up Like A Northern Sky https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/with-you-by-my-side-my-world-lit-up.html 



*Internet Violence in China #Brainwash #Propaganda #ExtremNationalism #Discrimination #Defamation #Persecution #FalseAccusation #PromoteHatred #MinistryofTruth #ThoughtPolice https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/internet-violence-chinese.html

-- Related Youtube Videos: 

*The Incident in February 2021  https://youtu.be/ddrSYPc5A98 

*When They Make Hit Videos About U, U Know U'r Famous!..Hilarious..  https://youtu.be/crfz0CNMJRk 

*😂😂 How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results #郑墨沫 #中印恋人 #嫁给印度人 #网络暴力 #抹黑污蔑 https://youtu.be/xTxqcTyb12I

*21世紀中國式的黑白顛倒 指鹿為馬 閉塞無知 公開羞辱 侵犯私權 文革批鬥 My Story in Parallel Universe: Public Shaming and Persecution https://youtu.be/6X-YiGiGaHY

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM(2)https://youtu.be/YrdHZJem6WI

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM(1) https://youtu.be/tf4nJlgt1cI 

*China-India Border Tensions Bring Internet Violence To Chindian Family https://youtu.be/rlng22KPGEs 

*China's Internet Censorship and Violence 【21世紀文字獄】https://youtu.be/EoWGwqscwNo 

*Internet Violence - Glimpse of 12 Years of Violence Against Me in Chinese Internet https://youtu.be/tXRBaqQBux0 

*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding #辛格莫默 #嫁給印度人 #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/JF2pxR5c9Xo

*[Twitter June-July] Internet Violence - War is Peace Freedom is Slavery Ignorance is Strength #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/zD25PJVnacQ

*[Twitter Aug-Sep] Internet Violence #ExtremeNationalism #Propaganda #HateEducation #Brainwash #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/QHjETyk2PXI

Friday, May 14, 2021

Internet Violence in China #Brainwash #Propaganda #ExtremeNationalism #Discrimination #Defamation #Persecution #FalseAccusation #PromoteHatred #MinistryofTruth #ThoughtPolice

I thought by "blocking" the users, the comments they left will disappear too, however Twitter is different from Youtube...don't want to waste time deleting these comments one by one, I have to do soooo much in Youtube already...so just let my Twitter have what it is and be a place to display what it looks like....

well, I am so used to it... 

https://twitter.com/feimoyu21_



*Why? Because I am a woman, I married an Indian and I have my own thinking and opinions.

*Original texts are in the Chinese language, Google Chrome did the automatic translation.



















你的疑問 你的亢奮 你的勃激 

你世界裡的丑惡與扭曲 

和我的世界沒有一毛錢關係 

我們生活的空間完全平行 

沒有交集 


所以我需要做任何關於自己身份的解釋嗎? 

完全沒有一丁點的必要 


你們愛怎麼想就怎麼想 

自己開心就好 

如果我的存在能給你帶來短暫的興奮與滿足 

我反而因此感到愉悅



--Related Blogs: 

*Why nailed me as a piece of countering-free-world propaganda and brainwashing material? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/09/twitter-june-sep-internet-violence.html 



*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/06/twitter-may-june-internet-violence.html 

*The real violence usually are sent via DM https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/dm.html 


*Why I regularly post the violent comments I receive? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/why-i-regularly-post-violent-comments-i.html 

*A Poem - If I Could Stay, Why I Ever Leave? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/10/a-poem.html 

*With You By My Side, My World Lit Up Like A Northern Sky https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/with-you-by-my-side-my-world-lit-up.html 



*Internet Violence in China #Brainwash #Propaganda #ExtremNationalism #Discrimination #Defamation #Persecution #FalseAccusation #PromoteHatred #MinistryofTruth #ThoughtPolice https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/internet-violence-chinese.html

-- Related Youtube Videos: 

*The Incident in February 2021  https://youtu.be/ddrSYPc5A98 

*When They Make Hit Videos About U, U Know U'r Famous!..Hilarious..  https://youtu.be/crfz0CNMJRk 

*😂😂 How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results #郑墨沫 #中印恋人 #嫁给印度人 #网络暴力 #抹黑污蔑 https://youtu.be/xTxqcTyb12I

*21世紀中國式的黑白顛倒 指鹿為馬 閉塞無知 公開羞辱 侵犯私權 文革批鬥 My Story in Parallel Universe: Public Shaming and Persecution https://youtu.be/6X-YiGiGaHY

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM(2)https://youtu.be/YrdHZJem6WI

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM(1) https://youtu.be/tf4nJlgt1cI 

*China-India Border Tensions Bring Internet Violence To Chindian Family https://youtu.be/rlng22KPGEs 

*China's Internet Censorship and Violence 【21世紀文字獄】https://youtu.be/EoWGwqscwNo 

*Internet Violence - Glimpse of 12 Years of Violence Against Me in Chinese Internet https://youtu.be/tXRBaqQBux0 

*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding #辛格莫默 #嫁給印度人 #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/JF2pxR5c9Xo

*[Twitter June-July] Internet Violence - War is Peace Freedom is Slavery Ignorance is Strength #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/zD25PJVnacQ

*[Twitter Aug-Sep] Internet Violence #ExtremeNationalism #Propaganda #HateEducation #Brainwash #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/QHjETyk2PXI

Thursday, May 13, 2021

The real strength

 

the real strength is measured by the ability to love

never the ability to hate


love and hate

sometimes the line might seem blur or thin

sometimes you might even be dragged across


but root yourself back in love

deep and wide

is the only road forward



--Related Blogs: 

*Why nailed me as a piece of countering-free-world propaganda and brainwashing material? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/09/twitter-june-sep-internet-violence.html 



*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/06/twitter-may-june-internet-violence.html 

*The real violence usually are sent via DM https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/dm.html 


*Why I regularly post the violent comments I receive? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/why-i-regularly-post-violent-comments-i.html 

*A Poem - If I Could Stay, Why I Ever Leave? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/10/a-poem.html 

*With You By My Side, My World Lit Up Like A Northern Sky https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/with-you-by-my-side-my-world-lit-up.html 



*Internet Violence in China #Brainwash #Propaganda #ExtremNationalism #Discrimination #Defamation #Persecution #FalseAccusation #PromoteHatred #MinistryofTruth #ThoughtPolice https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/internet-violence-chinese.html

-- Related Youtube Videos: 

*The Incident in February 2021  https://youtu.be/ddrSYPc5A98 

*When They Make Hit Videos About U, U Know U'r Famous!..Hilarious..  https://youtu.be/crfz0CNMJRk 

*😂😂 How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results #郑墨沫 #中印恋人 #嫁给印度人 #网络暴力 #抹黑污蔑 https://youtu.be/xTxqcTyb12I

*21世紀中國式的黑白顛倒 指鹿為馬 閉塞無知 公開羞辱 侵犯私權 文革批鬥 My Story in Parallel Universe: Public Shaming and Persecution https://youtu.be/6X-YiGiGaHY

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM(2)https://youtu.be/YrdHZJem6WI

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM(1) https://youtu.be/tf4nJlgt1cI 

*China-India Border Tensions Bring Internet Violence To Chindian Family https://youtu.be/rlng22KPGEs 

*China's Internet Censorship and Violence 【21世紀文字獄】https://youtu.be/EoWGwqscwNo 

*Internet Violence - Glimpse of 12 Years of Violence Against Me in Chinese Internet https://youtu.be/tXRBaqQBux0 

*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding #辛格莫默 #嫁給印度人 #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/JF2pxR5c9Xo

*[Twitter June-July] Internet Violence - War is Peace Freedom is Slavery Ignorance is Strength #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/zD25PJVnacQ

*[Twitter Aug-Sep] Internet Violence #ExtremeNationalism #Propaganda #HateEducation #Brainwash #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/QHjETyk2PXI

Thursday, October 22, 2020

A Poem - If I Could Stay, Why I Ever Leave?

I have pictured the beginning that finally started

I have fantasized about all possible paths to get there over and over again

I have dreamed of a painful but hopeful recovery that might last for decades even centuries


But I might most probably not live to see any of it unfolds


It’s OK

For whatever last bits of connections that left in me

Has been fading away day by day


If a home is filled with love and warmth like homes supposed to be

Who wants to ever leave home but to wander in despair? 


If hometown is still a place that holds up memories of the ones you secretly admired and daydreamed

Who wants to ever be far away from that intense heartbeats?


If motherland is a land who nourishes you with rich culture and traditions, who allows you to find your own path, either back to her or higher in the sky

Who could ever escape that land?



I’m letting myself go, by cutting myself into pieces

Most of the pieces I leave them behind


For the new me, I do not need much

I do not need much



I lost count of the times that my heart was ripped apart 

When I look down, all I can see is an open wound

That might never be able to heal


When my grandparents’ house where my parents got married, where I grew up in and hoped to bring up my children 

Was taken, to build a majestic courthouse or a tenth mall in the town or whatever it was that I don’t give a damm about

My heart was ripped open



When the hill behind my grandparents' house where my grandpa was buried, where I spent many of my youth days hanging about by myself, where I found solace sitting next to my grandpa’s resting bed

Was cut to flat to make a highway or overpass or whatever it was that I don’t have the slightest interest in

My heart was ripped open 



When the streams we used to cool our feet in, to wander around and pick up wild mugwort leaves for grandma’s special dessert 

Vanished with the hills where my grandpa was put to rest, dissipated with my grandparents’ community that once lived and thrived for a rather short period of time but carried a certain amount of traditions

My heart was ripped open



When the deepest mountains we used to explore, immerse and felt the ultimate sense of belonging

Were looted all of their wild lives and all of their trees but replaced with deadly stillness, finger-thin-bamboos, and less-than-ten-year saplings so to be harvested in the tenth year mark

My heart was ripped apart, cold 



When the streets I used to linger, parks we used to gather - yes, that park, with that basketball and football fields, emerged in many of the fantasies

Has been torn down one by one, because they were in the way of newer and profitable projects that also for the look and his/their political performance

My heart was ripped apart



When the neighbors and our most amazing pack in the whole universe, we once thought was stronger than blood

Was dismantled and scattered like lego pieces, in such an unhappening and remote town, who would have thought

My heart was ripped apart



When the sweet-bitter youthfulness that we planned to preserve and nostalgize after we get old

Turned into a decaying nasty taste in the throat, too fast too soon, didn’t escape the inevitable fate to most of the cherishable 

My heart was ripped apart




I thought truth was the one they took away

But memories too, memories that define one and keep one warm

Stripped away in front of one’s eyes

Piece by piece


Some might still be ok to live without truth

But no one can live without one’s own existence

You wouldn’t call that living


The dispersed memories is taking the life out of an individual

Just like the disappeared culture and traditions took the life out of a civilization 


In the eerie dusking when darkness is asserting in silence

We suddenly found ourselves in empty shells 

Drifting in the luxurious ghosty streets

With no purpose 

And no meaning


Oct 22nd 2020


--Related Blogs: 

*Why nailed me as a piece of countering-free-world propaganda and brainwashing material? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/09/twitter-june-sep-internet-violence.html 



*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/06/twitter-may-june-internet-violence.html 

*The real violence usually are sent via DM https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/dm.html 


*Why I regularly post the violent comments I receive? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/why-i-regularly-post-violent-comments-i.html 

*A Poem - If I Could Stay, Why I Ever Leave? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/10/a-poem.html 

*With You By My Side, My World Lit Up Like A Northern Sky https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/with-you-by-my-side-my-world-lit-up.html 



*Internet Violence in China #Brainwash #Propaganda #ExtremNationalism #Discrimination #Defamation #Persecution #FalseAccusation #PromoteHatred #MinistryofTruth #ThoughtPolice https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/internet-violence-chinese.html

-- Related Youtube Videos: 

*The Incident in February 2021  https://youtu.be/ddrSYPc5A98 

*When They Make Hit Videos About U, U Know U'r Famous!..Hilarious..  https://youtu.be/crfz0CNMJRk 

*😂😂 How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results #郑墨沫 #中印恋人 #嫁给印度人 #网络暴力 #抹黑污蔑 https://youtu.be/xTxqcTyb12I

*21世紀中國式的黑白顛倒 指鹿為馬 閉塞無知 公開羞辱 侵犯私權 文革批鬥 My Story in Parallel Universe: Public Shaming and Persecution https://youtu.be/6X-YiGiGaHY

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM(2)https://youtu.be/YrdHZJem6WI

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM(1) https://youtu.be/tf4nJlgt1cI 

*China-India Border Tensions Bring Internet Violence To Chindian Family https://youtu.be/rlng22KPGEs 

*China's Internet Censorship and Violence 【21世紀文字獄】https://youtu.be/EoWGwqscwNo 

*Internet Violence - Glimpse of 12 Years of Violence Against Me in Chinese Internet https://youtu.be/tXRBaqQBux0 

*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding #辛格莫默 #嫁給印度人 #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/JF2pxR5c9Xo

*[Twitter June-July] Internet Violence - War is Peace Freedom is Slavery Ignorance is Strength #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/zD25PJVnacQ

*[Twitter Aug-Sep] Internet Violence #ExtremeNationalism #Propaganda #HateEducation #Brainwash #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/QHjETyk2PXI

Wednesday, June 10, 2020

The real violence usually are sent via DM 真正的暴力在公众看不见的私信留言DM里

The worst violence is in the DM, instead of the public commentary area. In direct messages, they can say whatever nasty things they want, use whatever evil language they want. And maybe this is sometimes the reason that pushed the vulnerable off the cliff.

I am posting the violent DMs I received, as you can see, a lot of them were cursing in the most vicious way. The reason I post these is that you understand what it looks like so be prepared mentally, just in case. Also if you have a loved one who happens to have a public life online, you know what to watch for.

看看这些发到账号上的私信,充斥着暴力言语。公开的评论区不敢咒死的,私信里什么狠话都敢说。我想很多最终选择结束生命、遭受过网络暴力的年轻生命,看到这些可能真的会经受不起吧?

我把这些发出来,希望能帮助一些人预演一遍,也是一种提醒。你唯一能做的,就是让自己强大到面对这些心跳都不会加速。这就是我现在的状态,真的是经历了很多年的磨砺。

希望你也能做到,眼不眨心不跳。大树不为蚍蜉所撼。































--Related Blogs: 

*Why nailed me as a piece of countering-free-world propaganda and brainwashing material? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/09/twitter-june-sep-internet-violence.html 



*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/06/twitter-may-june-internet-violence.html 

*The real violence usually are sent via DM https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/dm.html 


*Why I regularly post the violent comments I receive? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/why-i-regularly-post-violent-comments-i.html 

*A Poem - If I Could Stay, Why I Ever Leave? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/10/a-poem.html 

*With You By My Side, My World Lit Up Like A Northern Sky https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/with-you-by-my-side-my-world-lit-up.html 



*Internet Violence in China #Brainwash #Propaganda #ExtremNationalism #Discrimination #Defamation #Persecution #FalseAccusation #PromoteHatred #MinistryofTruth #ThoughtPolice https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/internet-violence-chinese.html

-- Related Youtube Videos: 

*The Incident in February 2021  https://youtu.be/ddrSYPc5A98 

*When They Make Hit Videos About U, U Know U'r Famous!..Hilarious..  https://youtu.be/crfz0CNMJRk 

*😂😂 How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results #郑墨沫 #中印恋人 #嫁给印度人 #网络暴力 #抹黑污蔑 https://youtu.be/xTxqcTyb12I

*21世紀中國式的黑白顛倒 指鹿為馬 閉塞無知 公開羞辱 侵犯私權 文革批鬥 My Story in Parallel Universe: Public Shaming and Persecution https://youtu.be/6X-YiGiGaHY

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM(2)https://youtu.be/YrdHZJem6WI

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM(1) https://youtu.be/tf4nJlgt1cI 

*China-India Border Tensions Bring Internet Violence To Chindian Family https://youtu.be/rlng22KPGEs 

*China's Internet Censorship and Violence 【21世紀文字獄】https://youtu.be/EoWGwqscwNo 

*Internet Violence - Glimpse of 12 Years of Violence Against Me in Chinese Internet https://youtu.be/tXRBaqQBux0 

*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding #辛格莫默 #嫁給印度人 #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/JF2pxR5c9Xo

*[Twitter June-July] Internet Violence - War is Peace Freedom is Slavery Ignorance is Strength #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/zD25PJVnacQ

*[Twitter Aug-Sep] Internet Violence #ExtremeNationalism #Propaganda #HateEducation #Brainwash #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/QHjETyk2PXI