Made a new video with Raj, an update on our life right now. Planning to do it once in a few years, just so we can look back and see how we grew old together.
After my Youtube channel got eliminated (stupid Youtube!!), I created several separate ones, so I'll still make some videos if I feel like doing so. One channel is about our stories, basically for the Chinese audience to get real stories about us instead of fake ones. There is still a little traffic, Chinese (who are abroad or use VPN) do still search for me and get to those videos... I just deleted a bunch of hostile comments...
Maybe I'll make one to speak Chinese and give an update on our lives too, lol!
Planning to go back for a visit in June. Will get my US passport, then apply for a visa for me and travel documents for the kids. Hopefully, when we are in China, we won't attract too much attention... It's actually scary to think about. We will lay low on the way, everybody wears a hoody, cover our heads and sunglasses. Once we reach my hometown, we will only go out when many families are around. And surely, within an hour of our arrival, most people would know we are in town... Shit, I can already imagine it will be such a biiiig news in my small hometown, people would stop and take photos and videos of us if we show up in the street! Just for sharing with their friends and family... shit... my stupid small hometown with people who love and hate me for no reason (well, propaganda and brainwashing reasons)! In any case, I don't enjoy such attention, especially if it could cause harm to my kids... shit... hopefully everything will be fine...
For this video, I actually wanted to talk a lot more about marriage and sexuality, Raj was so afraid of me oversharing, kept kicking my leg! I was so distracted I didn't say much at all... (>0<!)
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