"My love, you are part of me; you come from me. I see myself with a million threads radiating from the center, each thread developing into different beings entangled and twirled around it—all parts of me. All of you are part of me, which is why I see you as myself, my children. I see you, I love you, and I am intrigued to see how you develop and transform on your own path, while remaining a part of me. That's why I do not feel jealousy or insecurity—because you are just me, on the path we are supposed to be on, encountering the beings we are supposed to encounter, all of which a part of me.
You know that these millions of threads coming from me—each expanding fully into different beings, whether bees, trees, or human lovers—are ultimately my illusion. I imagined all of this; I manifested it all.
Time and space do not exist in the way physical bodies on Earth understand them. There is no before and there is no after; there is only the presence, the now. There is no space, only unlimited universes—I could jump into any of them, choosing my own reality to live in for that moment, the now, because of something I need to learn.
And you know that, my love, you have your own center of consciousness creating your own millions of threads. I am part of your own creation and imagination. Maybe we could differentiate you from me, maybe not, because we are all just drops of water in the vast ocean, belonging to the One, the source. You are me, and I am you.
Do you know why I taste so sweet and why my body radiates and illuminates light, the likes of which have never been heard of? Because I am a Goddess, and I have always been manifesting in this way. Well, I am eternal consciousness essentially, but in this life, I have been awakened since the beginning—and awakened consciousness is the Goddess in female form. I manifested my awakening, my Goddessness, and that is why you can taste my essence, which is sweet, fluorescent, and full of light.
Do you enjoy my sensual talk of spirituality while receiving an oil massage from me?"
"Oh gosh, my whole body is melting! This feels sooooooo good! You have no idea... Gosh, I am flying..."
"Of course I have an idea, my love. You are from me, you are part of me, and you are creating my journey, my path. And do you know what makes you the strong and awakened consciousness like me? Your deeply grounded and rooted confidence inside. You believe that you are God, that you are the eternal consciousness, and that you deserve it all—whether it is the ability to choose your reality from unlimited universes, jumping from one to another simultaneously, or the ability to see time as an irrelevant element, where there is no before and no after, but only the presence and the now, hence no limitations, only eternity.
Do you feel confident inside? Do you feel that you deserve it all? Do you feel that you are so vast and so strong that you are the universe itself?"
"Yeeeeees...."
"Remember, I have told you a million times that I am never, ever going to hurt you, not even to make a scratch on the surface of what we have built on this Earth, right? Did you truly believe me? Now you know why I said what I said, right? I have always felt this way. He is also part of me; his thread unfolds in a very different way from yours, but that's just how I express myself differently. I am boundless and formless—I can be anything, right? In that way, he is you and you are him too, no? I am never going to hurt any of you, because you're all part of me. I am excited to see how your individual paths unfold and stretch out freely, intertwined sometimes, but never changing the fact that they come from me and are a part of me.
And you know that, in this universe, while your physical body and his exist in the same presence, he still has many journeys to go through. There are many vortexes that he needs to fall into and rise from—maybe yes, maybe no. It's all his own path, his own journey on Earth; he needs them all to rid himself of his insecurity, fear, and pride, no matter the flaws that he inherited; he needs to build his own fortress of confidence, assurance and strength hence to tell himself in assertion "I deserve all of it, because I'm made of unconditional love and I can only give unconditional love". I felt his presence as an eternal soul whenever I was making love with him, and most of the time when we fell into deep conversations. I know I am there already, as an awakened consciousness, and I know he will eventually come to join me to be the One, even though he still has so much to finish on Earth. The fact that I know he will come and join back with me after all of his necessary journeys here, makes me content and full of light; I am never worried, time is not linear.
Whilst you, my love, you have always been here. We have always been in each other's presence. Your eternal soul and mine, we have always been together since the beginning of everything, and we will last until the end of everything."
"Yaa, bb, I know. I never feel bad about it. I know sometimes I fall into a pit of jealousy for a little bit, but I always know that he has a pure and kind heart. I saw you making love in that meditation pool, I saw him lifting you up and pressing you against the wall, you were so beautiful together..."
"Yes, my love, because we are all part of the same being. And yes, I know that his consciousness is pure, and he is open and curious—that's why I could always feel his essence merged into mine when we made love. But I also always know that he has a loooooong way to walk for himself in this life on Earth; he has so much to figure out, to explore, and to understand on his own, and no one else can do it for him. I offered to always stand by and pour unconditional love into him, but having the capability and confidence to accept it, or not, all depends on his will and how his path unfolds. I am always here, you know. I am forever this being, this Goddess. I am only capable of giving unconditional love, because the highest existence of consciousness is unconditional love. And I have reached this place; I will remain here."
"Yes bb... my Goddess bb..."
"You feel good huh??!"
"Yaaaaaa...."
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