😂😂 How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results #郑墨沫 #中印恋人 #嫁给印度人 #网络暴力 #抹黑污蔑

My million-dollar questions:

a. Why the Heck is Nobody Using My BIKINI videos??!!!! 🤨 🤨 🤨

b. If I can sue all of those, how much can I get as compensation??!!! 💰 💰 💰

c. Am I angry at those people who produce the content? No. I see them also as the victims of such a society where hatred and fake news are the mainstream, where individual rights are at all times being violated. They are violating all of my rights, but truly they are violating their own rights. And if they just joined the wave, using my popularity to make money, maybe for their kids' education or old parents' medical fees, I even feel good because I helped them achieve that. 

No, I have no grudge only sympathy for them.

#PublicShaming #InternetViolence #Defamation #Propaganda

***

SP: "This is so sad and scary at the same time! Sorry to hear about this Momo! I am sure it takes a toll on your mental health! 😞 But you should report these just to take a stand against fake news."

My Reply: Thank you S! My dad did go to a lawyer in China, just to ask, the lawyers' office said they can't do anything. There might be a law (or not) relating to this, but nobody is doing it because it's against propaganda and brainwashing. It's kind of political (because it's relating to the image of India, in current China, the image of India should be bad, bad Indian image is politically right, the government is behind it), nobody would do anything if it's anything remotely political. All there should exist in society is persecution and public shaming.

***

https://youtu.be/xTxqcTyb12I

Videos with 1 million 2 million views are so easy to spot, dozens of them are more than half a million and mind that 

1) These are only social media videos, not thousands of news articles or posts from hundreds of websites... 

2) Search results are only from web browsers but not phone APPs, considering most people actually only using phones to play video, and there are tens of popular video apps out there... 

3) These only are the search result without a registered account, for example, the Tiktok Chinese browser was only showing results of 1 page on the browser. What I heard was I was the most bombastic in the Tiktok Chinese app...... 

The vulnerability of the human race

It is utterly strange that human beings could be so easily deceived and manipulated. 

Once you take away independent thinking and free press, the mass could buy into whatever shit you feed them. 

Actually, the vulnerability of humans has been proved disheartening over and over again. 

Just that when it's in front of your eyes, every time I still need time to tell myself: it is real, it's really happening in the 21st century.

[ I'm literally amazed by the amount of Chinese (every day hundreds) who are sincerely inquiring (besides their extremely vulgar and violent languages): "Are you really the mistress of this Indian man? Where is his real wife?" ]

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*The Ridiculousness https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/02/the-ridiculousness.html 

*Cultural Revolution 2.0 https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/cultural-revolution-20.html

*The Incident. A Novel? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/02/the-incident-novel.html 

*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/06/twitter-may-june-internet-violence.html 

*The real violence usually are sent via DM https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/dm.html 

*Is Internet Violence Truly Scary? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/05/is-internet-violence-truly-scary.html 

*Why I regularly post the violent comments I receive? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/why-i-regularly-post-violent-comments-i.html 

*A Poem - If I Could Stay, Why I Ever Leave? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/10/a-poem.html 

*With You By My Side, My World Lit Up Like A Northern Sky https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/with-you-by-my-side-my-world-lit-up.html 

*The vulnerability of the human race https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/the-vulnerability-of-human-race.html 

*The real strength https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/the-real-strength.html 

*Internet Violence in China #Brainwash #Propaganda #ExtremNationalism #Discrimination #Defamation #Persecution #FalseAccusation #PromoteHatred #MinistryofTruth #ThoughtPolice https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/internet-violence-chinese.html

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*When They Make Hit Videos About U, U Know U'r Famous!..Hilarious..  https://youtu.be/crfz0CNMJRk 

*😂😂 How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results #郑墨沫 #中印恋人 #嫁给印度人 #网络暴力 #抹黑污蔑 https://youtu.be/xTxqcTyb12I

*21世紀中國式的黑白顛倒 指鹿為馬 閉塞無知 公開羞辱 侵犯私權 文革批鬥 My Story in Parallel Universe: Public Shaming and Persecution https://youtu.be/6X-YiGiGaHY

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM（2）https://youtu.be/YrdHZJem6WI

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM（1） https://youtu.be/tf4nJlgt1cI 

*China-India Border Tensions Bring Internet Violence To Chindian Family https://youtu.be/rlng22KPGEs 

*China's Internet Censorship and Violence 【21世紀文字獄】https://youtu.be/EoWGwqscwNo 

*Internet Violence - Glimpse of 12 Years of Violence Against Me in Chinese Internet https://youtu.be/tXRBaqQBux0 

*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding #辛格莫默 #嫁給印度人 #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/JF2pxR5c9Xo

*[Twitter June-July] Internet Violence - War is Peace Freedom is Slavery Ignorance is Strength #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/zD25PJVnacQ

*[Twitter Aug-Sep] Internet Violence #ExtremeNationalism #Propaganda #HateEducation #Brainwash #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/QHjETyk2PXI

The Incident. A Novel?

 It was meant to be merely a self-destruct device to destroy that little file case

Unexpectedly, it turned into a nuclear bomb

The Castle of Justice

On the small stone steps of the Castle of Justice

*Her head shaved, all clothes stripped, hands and legs chained and weighted down 

Dragging her steps after the minister who holds the chain in the left hand

and a bronze bell on the right hand

"Shame!" "Shame!" Shame!" the minister announces in rhythms as walking past the crowd

What's her crime? 

Another minister holds the Board of Criminalities: 

different words scraped from her stolen childhood diaries

then put together in strange languages to fit into the crime

Doesn't seem to matter to the crowd who are mostly illiterate

The crowd frenzied, feverish, and resentful

They can't wait to give her their most clamorous spit 

Almost like a conditioned reflex to the bronze bell in the minister's right hand

Fear?

None detected

Her principle in life: measure each future action with genuineness and tenderness

so to be free from the fear of consequences 

There is only one type of fear worth fearing - the fear of your own doing

Regrets?

None detected

With the last attachment to the castle vanished (that self-destructed tiny file case)

that whole box of dark space was at last released 

and accelerated to the opposite direction 

disappearing on the horizon

Her spirit, freed

*Footnote: this author has been long suffering from discrimination and violence, due to her audacity and openness. Not all of us live in the same century, some of us who try to bridge the differences might end up on the wall of the medieval castle. 

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*How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/07/how-famous-am-i-in-china-some-video.html

*Why nailed me as a piece of countering-free-world propaganda and brainwashing material? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/09/twitter-june-sep-internet-violence.html 

*The Ridiculousness https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/02/the-ridiculousness.html 

*Cultural Revolution 2.0 https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/cultural-revolution-20.html

*The Incident. A Novel? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/02/the-incident-novel.html 

*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/06/twitter-may-june-internet-violence.html 

*The real violence usually are sent via DM https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/dm.html 

*Is Internet Violence Truly Scary? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/05/is-internet-violence-truly-scary.html 

*Why I regularly post the violent comments I receive? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/why-i-regularly-post-violent-comments-i.html 

*A Poem - If I Could Stay, Why I Ever Leave? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/10/a-poem.html 

*With You By My Side, My World Lit Up Like A Northern Sky https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/with-you-by-my-side-my-world-lit-up.html 

*The vulnerability of the human race https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/the-vulnerability-of-human-race.html 

*The real strength https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/the-real-strength.html 

*Internet Violence in China #Brainwash #Propaganda #ExtremNationalism #Discrimination #Defamation #Persecution #FalseAccusation #PromoteHatred #MinistryofTruth #ThoughtPolice https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/internet-violence-chinese.html

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*😂😂 How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results #郑墨沫 #中印恋人 #嫁给印度人 #网络暴力 #抹黑污蔑 https://youtu.be/xTxqcTyb12I

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*Internet Violence - Glimpse of 12 Years of Violence Against Me in Chinese Internet https://youtu.be/tXRBaqQBux0 

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The Ridiculousness

Hundreds of media, millions of individuals joined the "Bullying and Defaming Online Party", wrongly accused me to be the "Second Wife"(like in Polygyny) or "Ineligible Wife" of my husband (what world they live in, right? seriously...) 

Imagine what a multi-millionaire (in dollars) I would become, collecting Lawsuit Compensations (if justice exists in that society)... 

well, I am never too rush on collecting my dues... at the end of the day, money and fame is just a worthless tiny matter, if you can't find peace and light in your heart...

 

#中印戀人 #網絡暴力 #辛格莫默 #鄭墨沫 #internetviolence #onlinebullying

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*How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/07/how-famous-am-i-in-china-some-video.html 

*The real violence usually are sent via DM  https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/dm.html 

*Is Internet Violence Truly Scary?  https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/05/is-internet-violence-truly-scary.html 

*Why I regularly post the violent comments I receive? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/why-i-regularly-post-violent-comments-i.html 

*A Poem - If I Could Stay, Why I Ever Leave?  https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/10/a-poem.html 

*The Incident. A Novel?  https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/02/the-incident-novel.html 

*The Ridiculousness  https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/02/the-ridiculousness.html 

*Cultural Revolution 2.0  https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/cultural-revolution-20.html 

*With You By My Side, My World Lit Up Like A Northern Sky  https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/with-you-by-my-side-my-world-lit-up.html 

*The vulnerability of the human race  https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/the-vulnerability-of-human-race.html 

*The real strength  https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/the-real-strength.html 

*Internet Violence in China #Brainwash #Propaganda #ExtremNationalism #Discrimination #Defamation #Persecution #FalseAccusation #PromoteHatred #MinistryofTruth #ThoughtPolice  https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/internet-violence-chinese.html

*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding #辛格莫默 #嫁給印度人 #網絡暴力 https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/06/twitter-may-june-internet-violence.html

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*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM（2）https://youtu.be/YrdHZJem6WI

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM（1） https://youtu.be/tf4nJlgt1cI 

*China-India Border Tensions Bring Internet Violence To Chindian Family https://youtu.be/rlng22KPGEs 

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紀念被炸的微博帳號：中印戀人-辛格莫默 2009-2021

微博帳號終於在用了十多年之後被從中國的網絡上“強行消失”了。從四五年前就隱約明白過來，自己最終應該逃不過此命運，和大多敢於講真話的人一樣。但從主動開始期盼並等待被消失的那一天起，到現在已經有快一年了。

“誠實堅強地發言發到最後一刻” 我實現了自己的承諾。

從來都是坦承地在記錄著成長和心路，從來都是以最誠實的心情面對自己。愛恨情仇，酸甜苦辣，生活所感，毫無吝惜地分享出來，希望對能看到的人有所幫助。

只是一個非常個人的帳號，一個生活在世界上某個角落的普通的女人。她的吃喝拉撒，衣食住行，所見所聞，她喜歡的不喜歡的，為之興奮為之感動，為之憤怒為之感慨的各種瑣事。

但網絡暴力從未斷過。在無窮無盡的歧視侮辱和謾罵噴張裡，學會了堅強，學會了韌毅。也許這是我在微博最大的收穫。

但這種狹隘低劣、閉塞愚鈍的大環境，這麼多年下來不但沒有絲毫改善之意，反而眼睜睜地看著其加速惡化，往惡的方向狂奔，一瀉千里。

這是我真心開始期盼“被消失”的原因。不捨得主動放棄那很少的幾個真心不想我走的朋友，但自己已漸漸 心.無.餘.力.。

那就這樣吧，做不到一點虛情假意、講不出一句假話廢話、從不屑於模糊不清曖昧不明、無法不以最誠實的態度面對一切的自己，終於被踢出了中國。

如果有機會可以發最後一條微博，我會給那幾個真心在看的朋友留一句：See You On The Other Side. 

***

2009, by accident, I became one of the Chinese internet's most Hated people (accidentally posted a piece of diary kind of article, calling for more RESPECT for Indians, got massive internet violence on myself, millions and millions of abusive comments). Therefore I started my online presence in China, putting on a lot of effort to change how the Chinese view Indians. 2021, again by accident, I again became one of the Chinese internet's most Hated people, again millions and millions of abusive comments. Therefore at this moment, I ended my online presence in China. In between 2009 and 2021, waves and waves of internet violence and personal attacks never stopped, I have seen more discriminative and nasty languages addressed right to me, more than anybody in this world... Is it my nature to always "Cause Trouble"? lol.... I guess I am just a baby radish that planted not in the right soil....well anyways....fun journey, what's our next trick? 😂  #internetviolence

系列视频还原2020年6月我在微博遭受的网络暴力攻击 [辛格莫默/嫁给印度人]

网络暴力在当今的中国已经常态化。“外嫁女”，尤其是嫁给长期被官方媒体和主流舆论抹黑的印度，更是在网络语言暴力化、污秽化，并且暴力和污秽泛民化，加上意见和态度高度一致化统一化的大背景下，首当其冲。这个系列的视频真实还原我在中国社交网络上以“中印恋人-辛格莫默”身份遭受的一轮又一轮残暴恐怖的网络攻击。

【根深蒂固的种族歧视/坚不可撼的等级观念/骨子里的歧视 偏见和傲慢/语言暴力/网络攻击/极端民族主义/中印恋人/辛格莫默/嫁给印度人/仇女/民族主义洗脑/文明和野蛮】

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保护着我的温暖言论

The real violence usually are sent via DM 真正的暴力在公众看不见的私信留言DM里

The worst violence is in the DM, instead of the public commentary area. In direct messages, they can say whatever nasty things they want, use whatever evil language they want. And maybe this is sometimes the reason that pushed the vulnerable off the cliff.

I am posting the violent DMs I received, as you can see, a lot of them were cursing in the most vicious way. The reason I post these is that you understand what it looks like so be prepared mentally, just in case. Also if you have a loved one who happens to have a public life online, you know what to watch for.

看看这些发到账号上的私信，充斥着暴力言语。公开的评论区不敢咒死的，私信里什么狠话都敢说。我想很多最终选择结束生命、遭受过网络暴力的年轻生命，看到这些可能真的会经受不起吧？

我把这些发出来，希望能帮助一些人预演一遍，也是一种提醒。你唯一能做的，就是让自己强大到面对这些心跳都不会加速。这就是我现在的状态，真的是经历了很多年的磨砺。

希望你也能做到，眼不眨心不跳。大树不为蚍蜉所撼。

--Related Blogs: 

*Why nailed me as a piece of countering-free-world propaganda and brainwashing material? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/09/twitter-june-sep-internet-violence.html 

*The Ridiculousness https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/02/the-ridiculousness.html 

*Cultural Revolution 2.0 https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/cultural-revolution-20.html

*The Incident. A Novel? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/02/the-incident-novel.html 

*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/06/twitter-may-june-internet-violence.html 

*The real violence usually are sent via DM https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/dm.html 

*Is Internet Violence Truly Scary? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/05/is-internet-violence-truly-scary.html 

*Why I regularly post the violent comments I receive? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/why-i-regularly-post-violent-comments-i.html 

*A Poem - If I Could Stay, Why I Ever Leave? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/10/a-poem.html 

*With You By My Side, My World Lit Up Like A Northern Sky https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/with-you-by-my-side-my-world-lit-up.html 

*The vulnerability of the human race https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/the-vulnerability-of-human-race.html 

*The real strength https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/the-real-strength.html 

*Internet Violence in China #Brainwash #Propaganda #ExtremNationalism #Discrimination #Defamation #Persecution #FalseAccusation #PromoteHatred #MinistryofTruth #ThoughtPolice https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/internet-violence-chinese.html

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*The Incident in February 2021  https://youtu.be/ddrSYPc5A98 

*When They Make Hit Videos About U, U Know U'r Famous!..Hilarious..  https://youtu.be/crfz0CNMJRk 

*😂😂 How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results #郑墨沫 #中印恋人 #嫁给印度人 #网络暴力 #抹黑污蔑 https://youtu.be/xTxqcTyb12I

*21世紀中國式的黑白顛倒 指鹿為馬 閉塞無知 公開羞辱 侵犯私權 文革批鬥 My Story in Parallel Universe: Public Shaming and Persecution https://youtu.be/6X-YiGiGaHY

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM（2）https://youtu.be/YrdHZJem6WI

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM（1） https://youtu.be/tf4nJlgt1cI 

*China-India Border Tensions Bring Internet Violence To Chindian Family https://youtu.be/rlng22KPGEs 

*China's Internet Censorship and Violence 【21世紀文字獄】https://youtu.be/EoWGwqscwNo 

*Internet Violence - Glimpse of 12 Years of Violence Against Me in Chinese Internet https://youtu.be/tXRBaqQBux0 

*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding #辛格莫默 #嫁給印度人 #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/JF2pxR5c9Xo

*[Twitter June-July] Internet Violence - War is Peace Freedom is Slavery Ignorance is Strength #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/zD25PJVnacQ

*[Twitter Aug-Sep] Internet Violence #ExtremeNationalism #Propaganda #HateEducation #Brainwash #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/QHjETyk2PXI

[Screenshot version] Internet violence in Bilibili on my videos - Chindian - The Chinese woman who married to an Indian man