Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts

Friday, October 15, 2021

The walk


locked in my consciousness

loud voices ringing in head

my own strange whisper and howl


some days calm and sane

some nights sorrow and strain


numbers in the bank

places went and left

temporary satisfaction

faded conversation


what's better than dust and nothingness?

what's more real than the strike of sadness?

what's there beside the universe enwreathed in darkness?


nothing really matters


the walk I take in my life 

is the walk takes me to my death


on the path to final destination

loneliness is my only rumination


Monday, May 17, 2021

Quiet down

 

finally, the world quiets down

my well-deserved serenity


I need the space, the distance

my solitude


have never acted to gain the liking

neither ever burdened by the responding

words and phrases out rumbling 

as they destined for the calling


frozen, in the middle of a frisky celebration

lost, when buzzed by a gleeful conversation

drown, in her own flood of thoughts and impulsion


her world is but imagination

her reality is but fascination


solitude, her eternal garden of obsession



 yet I live and die for you

...


if I'm gonna be gone tomorrow

what songs would you play

when you're remembering me?


Friday, April 30, 2021

Butterfly


 the brief moment you landed on me

with that dashing violet and dazzling sapphire painted on your wings

for the longest time, I thought it was a fairy with her sparkler

shielding my sight to the sky, I was shaken in awes


I wish I could show you flower when blooming

to let you feed on my nectar, to carry your pollen

but I can't, can I?


the segments in me, they are thickening and sweetening 

soon, children of the garden are gonna pick me 

to be their afternoon delight

this tiny mandarine on the branch 

thus be fulfilled 


how breathtaking are the invisible webs of fate

the most thrilling way of entanglement

this tiny branch of the mandarine

however you do not belong 


I try my best to let out enough sweetness

enough to set you free

embark in the fresh summer wind 

glide into the season that you're part of


rainbow-hues daisies, sun-loving salvias, forever-daring dahlias

twilight-smoke lavenders, intoxicating roses, and six-petaled daffodils

...

Wednesday, April 28, 2021

The woman


 got to be some groups that they just can't stop discussing me

had to appear in flocks and take out their mini penises

in uncontrolably instantaneous arousal 

leave their pee and ejaculation

hoping it could capture my attention:

"Whore!" "Prostitute!" "Retard!" "Brainless!"


yes, I have been seeing

continously for the past 12 years

your filthy penises have never left my sight


but do you seriously believe

 your pettiness could leave a mark?

your frivolous misery could form a cloud?

it's amusing to watch you flatter yourselves


our worlds have absolutely no overlap

no matter how much you whine


I know why you all just can't get over me

because when you rape me in your dreams

I'm the woman who rips your eyes out

I'm the woman who bites your fleshes off

I'm the woman who chews your hearts whole

even when they're rotten and foul

yes, I mean your hearts

Tuesday, April 20, 2021

Life is but a dream


life's just a dream
from morning scream to midnight gleam 
life's just a whim 
from wild longing to hasty fleeting 

 it's all in your mind 
the ever undefined and forever confined 
it's all but an illusion 
the self-troubling mind game of imperfection 

 close your eyes, open your branches 
shake, rattle, shatter 
scream in silence till turbulence and avalanche 

 peace arises from chaos 
let it storm let it deform 
your ultimate transform 

 om~ pranama to the supreme goddesses 
may your mightiness restore balance in the infinity trail 

om~ pranama to the powerful gods 
may your invincible powers protect children of the fairytale


*** 

 it's ok to be enthralled by the gentle raindrops 
busy bees 
and daffodils in the early spring brightening 

 it's ok to fascinate upon flying dandelion seeds 
two-legged tadpoles 
and dews dancing on the swinging lily pad 

 when you stare into the cosmos 
your eyes are filled with neon and colors 

 when snowflakes land on your palm 
your heart racing and pounding without calm 

 you allow yourself to be thrown 
 into the clouds and fall 
over and over 


 the fire that's blazing inside 
burn you to ashes 
 time and time 


it's ok to weep 
it's ok to scream 

it's ok to crawl 
it's ok to roll 

it's ok to be out of breath 
it's ok to feel lost at times 

 because I know 
girl, you'll always find your route
 
 om~ pranama to the almighty goddesses 
may your strength enrich the radiant humanity 

om~ pranama to the legendary gods 
may your wisdom nourish the boundless terrains 

Wednesday, January 6, 2021

Why so sad

Why feeling so sad?

Until the end, nobody would know what's there 

and the meaning assigned to this life


Lonely, who's not lonely?

Each of us just a tiny quiet planet floating in the vast universe

all of the others just dots and shapes far far away


Being strong is a choice

not because you have no other choice

but because you are strong


I saw you

I can see your guiding light

That's all it matters