Showing posts with label 2021. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 2021. Show all posts

Monday, August 16, 2021

Between the Evil and Righteousness

The chaos and failure in Afghanistan show: 

1. It's a huge blow to America's image and influence in the world, America has always withdrawn from allies and caused chaos in those countries it intended to help. America could barely finish what it started, the so-called "Beacon of Freedom" has been proven to be dim over and over again. 

2. Civilized societies lack the means to go to war with barbarian regimes, because civil means following rules, however evil expands at all costs. And the civilized world couldn't even understand what evil is, they wouldn't understand to what depth the evils could go just for the thirst of power, no need to mention coming up with practical and effective tactics to outpower them. 

3. When Americans refused to fight the Japanese in Manchuria, the consequence is Pearl Harbor; when Americans refused to fight the communists in Vietnam, the consequence is now aircraft carriers patrolling in the South China sea at all times; back in WWII, when Britains and French hesitated to fight the Nazis, the consequence was the destructive occupation of London and Paris; today when America and the world refuse to defend HK, Taiwan, Kabul, Myanmar... one day America and the world have to defend the democratic world in the soil of Los Angeles, New York, San Francisco, London, Paris... 

Because evil has always been lurking in the dark and seizing its chances to attack and expand. You let loose one inch of injustice and brutality, violence and barbarism would surely not let loose of you, they would surely strike back within one breath. Why? Because it's in their DNA. And considering the global village we are living in today, the evil in any corner of the world would eventually find its way back to you within your lifetime.

4. The way of dealing with the world's problems, shows exactly the hypocrisy and shortsightedness, the arrogance and selfishness of the leaders and the people who elected them in democratic societies. Deep down, it's discrimination and ignorance - discrimination against different cultures and different people, ignorance in a way that is unable to obtain foresight over small and petty calculations. This arrogance and hypocrisy go exactly against the so-called Universal Values that the democratic world is propagating. 

In the fight between evil and righteousness, the shortcoming of the democratic world is gonna be the root of a lot of bloodshed and tragedy in the future. Because for the past one hundred years, it has been proven over and over again: when you are allowing one inch of freedom and democracy to be snatched away, no matter where, you would have to pay 100 times the price for it. 

Today we all lose, the way we lost HK, is exactly the way we lost Myanmar and Kabul, and will be exactly the way more places gonna go in the future. 

Today we all lose, as humans, as the free world, as civilized societies.  













Thursday, December 24, 2020

2020年末 寫給自己的話

2020年,令全世界難忘的一年,關乎很多人命運的歷史轉折點。

對我而言,2020年是複雜的。

老公一整年都留在家裏,沒有外公外婆爺爺奶奶的陪伴,雖辛苦,卻是我們一家四口最甜蜜的一年。以往老公總在外面跑,一個月沒幾天在家,這一整年孩子打開房門就能見到爸爸。

老公所在的新興公司也因很多醫療業務轉移線上而在2020一年就翻了好幾翻,往上的勢頭似乎不可阻擋。

雖然經濟上令人安穩,但在大多數人承受痛苦的年份裡,多數時間我心裡極不好受。根本不想在自己身上花錢,家裏能不花的也不花,把這些都省下來,分給了身邊的人還有一些救助組織。

美國如此富有,卻有那麼多孩子餓著肚子,越是明白這背後的深層原因,心裡越是難受。也正是因為這種分化和分裂,病毒肆虐的時候,對於很多底層家庭是毀滅性的打擊。連美國都這樣,印度的孩子更令人無法想像,中國呢,北韓呢,非洲呢?

常常為人世間的悲傷壓得透不過氣。但別無他法,只能選擇堅強,做自己該做的事情,並且警醒自己不能太傷感。

因為老公一人就可供起全家,且過得富足自由,我肩頭無經濟壓力,可以一直做自己想做的事。

一如以往,在毫無修飾和隱藏的自我表達裡,我試圖找到存在的理由。

2020年不僅是世界變局的轉折點,也可以說是我的轉折點。在多年來的各種嘗試之後,似乎找到了既可以繼續做夢,又可以實現某種價值的方法,至少是目前非常滿意的一種模式。已經預先定好了2021年將要著手的內容,話題之多,需要一整年不斷的努力才可能完成。能這樣預先計劃好,覺得很踏實。

另一個重要的轉折在於精神上的徹底釋放。失望於很多國內人們的虛情假意、信仰缺位和價值觀扭曲,也痛心於極權專制下終不可避免的黑暗降至,在尖刀石子、拳頭唾沫與面目猙獰的網絡暴力下,我帶著冷漠,跨越了對強權的懼怕。並且在無數個為HK哽咽的瞬間後,再無心掩飾對那一切的厭惡。

國內的社交平台於我自身的健康和發展已無分文價值,甚至只有負值。在等待被全盤封禁的每一刻裡,只願為裡面的人再燃起一絲火花。

自由和尊嚴,我認為這世上沒有什麼比此更重要。那些無法保護普通人自由和尊嚴的地方,金錢和名利只不過是轉瞬即逝的泡沫。

而人世間,又有什麼不是泡沫?有什麼不是轉瞬即逝、微如塵粒?不為自己與他人的自由和權益而抗爭,虛浮的私慾只會令你一生一世在原地,追著尾巴打轉。

有多少人能夠跳出親手釘下的牢獄,瀟灑無畏地走完屬於自己的那一瞬之光。

也許我們短暫存在的意義,只為能看見的人留下一抹笑顏,一句問候。

那我又有什麼可懼怕的?

2020年失望、傷痛,2020年也甜蜜並充滿希望。

2021,一如往常,堅強前行。