Sweet spot

Lulu is doing okay, she got back to her normal diet and potty schedules a few days ago. Chantelle feels very grateful that we took care of Lulu the best we can while she was sick. She said this was actually a valuable experience for me to see that pups are like babies, there is high and there is low. They do get sick like human babies, it's very common. Oh I love Chantelle, she is so cool. I have appreciated her since day one in Berkeley time. Guided them through getting approvals from Sravan's family, went to their wedding in Las Vegas, my children were their flower children, I was her braidmaid, and now, see their baby come and grow. I am very glad that the relationship between us four has not been affected at all by what happened with Hyperspect. I was kind of worried at the beginning, kept telling Raj that please don't drag our personal relationship into business. We did it eventually, because we four are all cool people. I guess we will stay close friends like this, see our children grow up, enjoy Bollywood movies in the theater, spend time together during Hindu holidays, and have some sleepovers once in a while. 

I got back to a sweet spot with Sabrina also, over the past year. I think the years when a woman is pregnant and breastfeeding is just unbearably risky, you never know what you would become, with the rides of hormones and all that stress. It was chaotic during the time when Aditi was an infant meanwhile Sabrina was pregnant for two times. Glad that now her depression is being treated, her kids are getting out of infancy, and she has a job that she 100% loves. We both become more mature over the years I guess, mature in a way that we are less reactive to other people's behaviors. For me, I hardly overthink for anything. For whatever people say or do, if I am not comfortable about it, I will confront and discuss it in person; if it's different from what you expected but not aiming to bring you harm, I just do a "meh" and forget about it within 5 seconds. I told her, "No matter what ups and downs we were going through or will go through, remember that, I always trust you, like really really trust you, because you have a pure heart and you are trustworthy." So ya, Sabrina is updated with all of my stories. I mean, all. She is very openminded in a lot of ways, she doesn't judge for who I am, how I feel or what I do. In fact we always have been like this from almost 15 years back now, sharing random secrets with each other and I have never stopped being in some kind of trouble. Well, the same with her. I am trying to work her up into receiving some help on sexual pleasure, got her to watch "Sex Room" and "Sex/Life", been having some discussions with her, let's see. Maybe there is even a chance that we will go to those parties together, depending on how much she wants it lol. Women in my age are funny, either they have absolutely lost hope, interest, energy, time, you name it, to enjoy it down there, or they have become super active and the horniness has gone off the chart. Well, I am only in the middle. 

I don't know how Raj got information such as "'The Naked Director' is a very good series", we started watching together over the weekend. Oh my goddesses, I almost died laughing. Raj made the volume to be extremely low because his mom was upstairs. But when I saw the way that filming crew followed the actors around while they were having porn-star sex, it was just so, Japanese. I completely lost it, hysterically squealed nonstop, so loud that Raj had to put his hand over my mouth!  

I'm still enjoying my work a lot, only thing that I was super tired on the way driving back home, in the middle of the day at 2pm! Maybe I worked too much in the morning, maybe we had too much fun over the weekend. Prof asked how was our weekend, I couldn't tell much more than baseball and softball games, he saw it in my IG anyways. I think besides that all we did was having sex, no wonder both Raj and I were exhausted for no reason. Anyways.