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Monday, September 19, 2022

對抗

This's how you do things. Keep fighting against online bullying 🤘當然要反抗 當然要對抗 任何權利與自由都是努力爭取來的。不反抗不對抗 自由表達不被網暴的空間就會被打壓被搶奪。不止網絡空間 生活上更如此。不為自己爭取正當權益 總有一天會一無所有 

#網絡暴力 #辛格莫默 #中印戀人 #嫁印度 #鄭墨沫 #嫁給印度人 #印度老公 






Saturday, January 1, 2022

Believe In Your S.E.L.F.

Looking back, from the time I started recording my thoughts, views and daily lives into videos, I've grown so much. 

Actually from day one that was 12+ years ago when I started sharing my journey with my Indian husband online, I've transformed head to toe. 

In fact from the time when I first had internet and started blogging and writing, no matter what language, I've walked so far. 


Over the years, I'd been beaten to bruises, I'd been broken to pieces, I'd been burned to ashes. 

But at the end of the day, I've always found my strength somehow, somewhere, and kept walking my own path, headstrongly. 


If you ask me what's the most important thing I've learned in my journey. 

I would proudly tell you: no matter how they hurt you, demean you, dismiss you, even they're your most beloved. 

Just believe in what you think is right and keep walking. 

Because that confidence inside of you, nothing is shinier and more glamorous than that, in the whole universe!






Tuesday, September 28, 2021

[Twitter June-Sep] Internet Violence #ExtremeNationalism #Propaganda #HateEducation #Brainwash #Antifeminism #網絡暴力 #中國網絡 #洗腦 #反女權


Why nailed me as a piece of countering-free-world propaganda and brainwashing material? 

1. "She is a woman, women's behavior should be within a certain frame and limit. The worst scenario is that our good Chinese women running away to be the reproduction tool of evil foreign men. All there is to women is pleasure tool and species continuation"; 

2. "She is educated. Educated women are the worst evil. Not only this phenomenon is affecting our population growth, but it also brings down social morality, affecting the mentality of our other good women in society"; 

3. "She embraces individual freedom which is naturally opposing to collectivism and she even has the audacity to express it, this is the worst evil that could exhibit in an individual. Any tendency of individualism is the enemy of the collective commonwealth of our evergrande nation"; 

4. "We would let you go if you married a white from a once-supreme country, but an Indian? Indian equals black, black is on the bottom of the food chain, nobody going down the chain. Nothing to do with the size though, we're talking about skin colors, skin color is what truly matters, nobody cares about the size."


 
































--Related Blogs: 

*How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/07/how-famous-am-i-in-china-some-video.html 

*Why nailed me as a piece of countering-free-world propaganda and brainwashing material? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/09/twitter-june-sep-internet-violence.html 



*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/06/twitter-may-june-internet-violence.html 

*The real violence usually are sent via DM https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/dm.html 


*Why I regularly post the violent comments I receive? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/why-i-regularly-post-violent-comments-i.html 

*A Poem - If I Could Stay, Why I Ever Leave? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/10/a-poem.html 

*With You By My Side, My World Lit Up Like A Northern Sky https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/with-you-by-my-side-my-world-lit-up.html 



*Internet Violence in China #Brainwash #Propaganda #ExtremNationalism #Discrimination #Defamation #Persecution #FalseAccusation #PromoteHatred #MinistryofTruth #ThoughtPolice https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/internet-violence-chinese.html

-- Related Youtube Videos: 

*The Incident in February 2021  https://youtu.be/ddrSYPc5A98 

*When They Make Hit Videos About U, U Know U'r Famous!..Hilarious..  https://youtu.be/crfz0CNMJRk 

*😂😂 How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results #郑墨沫 #中印恋人 #嫁给印度人 #网络暴力 #抹黑污蔑 https://youtu.be/xTxqcTyb12I

*21世紀中國式的黑白顛倒 指鹿為馬 閉塞無知 公開羞辱 侵犯私權 文革批鬥 My Story in Parallel Universe: Public Shaming and Persecution https://youtu.be/6X-YiGiGaHY

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM(2)https://youtu.be/YrdHZJem6WI

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM(1) https://youtu.be/tf4nJlgt1cI 

*China-India Border Tensions Bring Internet Violence To Chindian Family https://youtu.be/rlng22KPGEs 

*China's Internet Censorship and Violence 【21世紀文字獄】https://youtu.be/EoWGwqscwNo 

*Internet Violence - Glimpse of 12 Years of Violence Against Me in Chinese Internet https://youtu.be/tXRBaqQBux0 

*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding #辛格莫默 #嫁給印度人 #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/JF2pxR5c9Xo

*[Twitter June-July] Internet Violence - War is Peace Freedom is Slavery Ignorance is Strength #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/zD25PJVnacQ

*[Twitter Aug-Sep] Internet Violence #ExtremeNationalism #Propaganda #HateEducation #Brainwash #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/QHjETyk2PXI

Saturday, July 17, 2021

21世紀中國式的黑白顛倒 指鹿為馬 閉塞無知 公開羞辱 侵犯私權 文革批鬥 21st Century Chinese Style of Public Shaming, Persecution, Defamation, Rights Violation, Fabrication of Complete Fake Information

One video has 2.2 million views, almost more than my whole Youtube channel's views...  

Welcome to witness the Momo Zheng who lives in a parallel universe: born in a poor family, but smart and studied hard, got into Xiamen University, Finance department. Got a job in China, business traveled to India, met Raj for the first time. In a year Raj traveled to Xiamen to meet again. Both fell in love. Against all of Momo's friends and family's will (because India is extremely poor and backward), she eloped with Raj to India. Only to find out Raj already had 2 extremely beautiful and good-body-shaped (big boobs big asses) Indian wives at home, and a bunch of sons already produced. But Momo didn't mind, she just loved Raj so much, with all the cells in her body, she just wanted to be Raj's concubine (my pronunciation: cucumber)... bla bla bla... 

Oh eventually Momo was so brainwashed and she started to enjoy the bad air and pollution and all that nasty stuff in India, her life can't live without it. She even said India is the best country in the whole world. She loved Indian trains that crawled with millions of people, even the roof was filled with people, she loved Indian slums, and she defended the Indian caste system because she enjoyed using illegal child laborers, she thought she gave them jobs and fed them. 

And she even wrote online and started to defame her own motherland. That's why a Xiamen University graduated, eventually she got physically abused and dumped by her Indian husband and mother-in-law. 

When she was running away from filthy India, she got rejected at the Chinese border and sent back to India to continue enjoying her concubine (my pronunciation: cucumber) life. Because she forgot how to love her motherland - China, and she lost the qualification to be a Chinese anymore. 


***

SP: "This is so sad and scary at the same time! Sorry to hear about this Momo! I am sure it takes a toll on your mental health! 😞 But you should report these just to take a stand against fake news."

My Reply: Thank you S! My dad did go to a lawyer in China, just to ask, the lawyers' office said they can't do anything. There might be a law (or not) relating to this, but nobody is doing it because it's against propaganda and brainwashing. It's kind of political (because it's relating to the image of India, in current China, the image of India should be bad, bad Indian image is politically right, the government is behind it), nobody would do anything if it's anything remotely political. All there should exist in society is persecution and public shaming.

***





Related Blogs

*The real violence usually is sent via DM https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/dm.html 

*Is Internet Violence Truly Scary? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/05/is-internet-violence-truly-scary.html 

*Why I regularly post the violent comments I receive? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/why-i-regularly-post-violent-comments-i.html 

*A Poem - If I Could Stay, Why I Ever Leave? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/10/a-poem.html 

*The Incident. A Novel? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/02/the-incident-novel.html 

*The Ridiculousness https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/02/the-ridiculousness.html 

*Cultural Revolution 2.0 https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/cultural-revolution-20.html 

*With You By My Side, My World Lit Up Like A Northern Sky https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/with-you-by-my-side-my-world-lit-up.html 

*The vulnerability of the human race https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/the-vulnerability-of-human-race.html 

*The real strength https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/the-real-strength.html 

*Internet Violence in China #Brainwash #Propaganda #ExtremeNationalism #Discrimination #Defamation #Persecution #FalseAccusation #PromoteHatred #MinistryofTruth #ThoughtPolice https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/internet-violence-chinese.html

*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding http://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/06/twitter-may-june-internet-violence.html


Video Playlist 

*Internet Violence https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLzlsklOlfSJ5-2ZTPdF8xeBIZ1wEGg8vh 


Related Videos

*The Incident in February 2021 https://youtu.be/ddrSYPc5A98 

*When They Make Hit Videos About U, U Know U'r Famous!..Hilarious.. https://youtu.be/crfz0CNMJRk 

*China-India Border Tensions Bring Internet Violence To Chindian Family https://youtu.be/rlng22KPGEs 

*China's Internet Censorship and Violence 【21世紀文字獄】https://youtu.be/EoWGwqscwNo 

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM https://youtu.be/YrdHZJem6WI

*Internet Violence - Glimpse of 12 Years of Violence Against Me in Chinese Internet https://youtu.be/tXRBaqQBux0 

*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding https://youtu.be/JF2pxR5c9Xo

*21世紀中國式的黑白顛倒 指鹿為馬 閉塞無知 公開羞辱 侵犯私權 文革批鬥 21th Century Chinese Style of Public Shaming, Persecution, Defamation, Rights Violation, Fabrication of Complete Fake Information  https://youtu.be/6X-YiGiGaHY

*😂😂 How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results #郑墨沫 #中印恋人 #嫁给印度人 #网络暴力 #抹黑污蔑  https://youtu.be/xTxqcTyb12I

Friday, June 18, 2021

[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding #辛格莫默 #嫁給印度人 #網絡暴力


Youtube URL Here: https://youtu.be/JF2pxR5c9Xo

Behind such violence, it's all about fabricated dreadful stories and fake accusations. It's about ordinary citizens who lack the basic fundamental rights to think and speak freely, and possess no means to protect their rights. 

I guess when you are in an environment that is filled with fraud news and provocation for hatred, it's hard for the people to understand what's right and what's wrong, what to believe and what's fake. It's even darn hard for a lot of them to keep their last bit of humanity intact, soaking in constant and a ginormous amount of brainwashing content of hatred and violence. 

A lot of people told me: "They (pinks and trolls) hate you because you criticize them, and you should criticize the government but not the common people." I was like:" Hold up hold up, who said I was criticizing anyone or anything publicly? Ever? Do I dare?" 

What I did for 12 years in Chinese social media was to introduce my authentic multicultural life, introduce India from all aspects: Indian people, Indian customs, Indian culture, Indian history, Indian travels etc... and I maintained an objective tone, I said things as I saw it and felt it, I didn't easily take sides. At least I'd tried very hard to, playing by the rules, however, the rules kept changing and straitening without warning signs. 

And I was THE only person who dared to use my real name and real stories to show the connection with India. Well, I guess the majority of people who dared not to use their real names and faces, understood China more than me. 

And look where I'm now. 

I said this many times and I will say it whenever needed: what happened to me and happened to the whole generation of Chinese who once existed in Weibo, has nothing to do with what we said and what we haven't said. As long as you dare to make different choices in life, different from what the propaganda machine propagates, in my case, so outrageously out-of-line as to marry an Indian who is by default discriminated and detested against by the state and the people under its control; as long as you dare to make one line of commentary that doesn't come from the propaganda directory, just one line. 

You will surely have the same fate as all of us. 









More Original Screenshots in FB page: https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?vanity=InternetViolence.Feimoyu21&set=a.311214233969172

Video Playlist 

*Internet Violence https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLzlsklOlfSJ5-2ZTPdF8xeBIZ1wEGg8vh 


--Related Blogs: 

*How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/07/how-famous-am-i-in-china-some-video.html

*Why nailed me as a piece of countering-free-world propaganda and brainwashing material? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/09/twitter-june-sep-internet-violence.html 



*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/06/twitter-may-june-internet-violence.html 

*The real violence usually are sent via DM https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/dm.html 


*Why I regularly post the violent comments I receive? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/why-i-regularly-post-violent-comments-i.html 

*A Poem - If I Could Stay, Why I Ever Leave? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/10/a-poem.html 

*With You By My Side, My World Lit Up Like A Northern Sky https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/with-you-by-my-side-my-world-lit-up.html 



*Internet Violence in China #Brainwash #Propaganda #ExtremNationalism #Discrimination #Defamation #Persecution #FalseAccusation #PromoteHatred #MinistryofTruth #ThoughtPolice https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/internet-violence-chinese.html

-- Related Youtube Videos: 

*The Incident in February 2021  https://youtu.be/ddrSYPc5A98 

*When They Make Hit Videos About U, U Know U'r Famous!..Hilarious..  https://youtu.be/crfz0CNMJRk 

*😂😂 How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results #郑墨沫 #中印恋人 #嫁给印度人 #网络暴力 #抹黑污蔑 https://youtu.be/xTxqcTyb12I

*21世紀中國式的黑白顛倒 指鹿為馬 閉塞無知 公開羞辱 侵犯私權 文革批鬥 My Story in Parallel Universe: Public Shaming and Persecution https://youtu.be/6X-YiGiGaHY

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM(2)https://youtu.be/YrdHZJem6WI

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM(1) https://youtu.be/tf4nJlgt1cI 

*China-India Border Tensions Bring Internet Violence To Chindian Family https://youtu.be/rlng22KPGEs 

*China's Internet Censorship and Violence 【21世紀文字獄】https://youtu.be/EoWGwqscwNo 

*Internet Violence - Glimpse of 12 Years of Violence Against Me in Chinese Internet https://youtu.be/tXRBaqQBux0 

*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding #辛格莫默 #嫁給印度人 #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/JF2pxR5c9Xo

*[Twitter June-July] Internet Violence - War is Peace Freedom is Slavery Ignorance is Strength #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/zD25PJVnacQ

*[Twitter Aug-Sep] Internet Violence #ExtremeNationalism #Propaganda #HateEducation #Brainwash #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/QHjETyk2PXI

Tuesday, March 9, 2021

With You By My Side, My World Lit Up Like A Northern Sky

               


I'm free to talk about it at last
The reason that I survived the attack

I've never met any of you
Yet I feel so close to all of you

狗哥 and my lady friends 
who stood by my side that whole seven nights

In the darkness
I felt your heartbeats
full of integrity and compassionate wits

When the waves of bullets roar and fly
you lift your shields and drew your swords
you built a barricade for me to duck and hide

When the waves of bullets roar and fly
you held my hands and pulled me close
you made a shelter for me to rest and recline

Who said darkness was scary and fright?
With you by my side
My world was lit up like the northern sky

Who said there's no point to aspire and inspire?
With you holding my hands
 My heart was never saddened and despair

Who said our songs were foolish and out of line?
With you in the sight
We could finally remake that broken rhyme

謝謝狗哥和幾個好姐妹的庇護
因為你們的勇和善
這次我又倖存了下來


--Related Blogs: 

*How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/07/how-famous-am-i-in-china-some-video.html

*Why nailed me as a piece of countering-free-world propaganda and brainwashing material? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/09/twitter-june-sep-internet-violence.html 



*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/06/twitter-may-june-internet-violence.html 

*The real violence usually are sent via DM https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/dm.html 


*Why I regularly post the violent comments I receive? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/06/why-i-regularly-post-violent-comments-i.html 

*A Poem - If I Could Stay, Why I Ever Leave? https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2020/10/a-poem.html 

*With You By My Side, My World Lit Up Like A Northern Sky https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/03/with-you-by-my-side-my-world-lit-up.html 



*Internet Violence in China #Brainwash #Propaganda #ExtremNationalism #Discrimination #Defamation #Persecution #FalseAccusation #PromoteHatred #MinistryofTruth #ThoughtPolice https://feimoyu21.blogspot.com/2021/05/internet-violence-chinese.html

-- Related Youtube Videos: 

*The Incident in February 2021  https://youtu.be/ddrSYPc5A98 

*When They Make Hit Videos About U, U Know U'r Famous!..Hilarious..  https://youtu.be/crfz0CNMJRk 

*😂😂 How Famous am I in China? Some Video Platform Search Results #郑墨沫 #中印恋人 #嫁给印度人 #网络暴力 #抹黑污蔑 https://youtu.be/xTxqcTyb12I

*21世紀中國式的黑白顛倒 指鹿為馬 閉塞無知 公開羞辱 侵犯私權 文革批鬥 My Story in Parallel Universe: Public Shaming and Persecution https://youtu.be/6X-YiGiGaHY

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM(2)https://youtu.be/YrdHZJem6WI

*The Most Violent Languages Usually Sent Via DM(1) https://youtu.be/tf4nJlgt1cI 

*China-India Border Tensions Bring Internet Violence To Chindian Family https://youtu.be/rlng22KPGEs 

*China's Internet Censorship and Violence 【21世紀文字獄】https://youtu.be/EoWGwqscwNo 

*Internet Violence - Glimpse of 12 Years of Violence Against Me in Chinese Internet https://youtu.be/tXRBaqQBux0 

*[Twitter May-June] Internet Violence - Making a Record as How it is Unfolding #辛格莫默 #嫁給印度人 #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/JF2pxR5c9Xo

*[Twitter June-July] Internet Violence - War is Peace Freedom is Slavery Ignorance is Strength #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/zD25PJVnacQ

*[Twitter Aug-Sep] Internet Violence #ExtremeNationalism #Propaganda #HateEducation #Brainwash #網絡暴力 https://youtu.be/QHjETyk2PXI

Sunday, March 7, 2021

Happy Women's Day!


Despite all the difficulties in life 
(discrimination, pay gap, glass ceiling
 harassment, abuse and violence...)

Every day we choose to be Brave and Courageous
 We choose to be Forgiving and Tolerant

We choose to allow the low being low 
but should we, ourselves, always start a new day 
with Gratitude and Love

Because We Are Truly Unbreakable 

Happy Women's Day to all the strong and magnificent women out there ❤ 


作為女人的路再難走
再多污衊誹謗、侮辱歧視、暴力污穢

我們依然選擇去原諒去善待
我們選擇勇敢堅強

我們選擇允許那些 low 的人存在

而我們自己必須每天以
最大的善意
與最明亮的美好
去開啟新生活

因為我們堅不可摧