"Do you know what I realized? I figured out why E felt jealous. First of all, I have faith that she told us the truth, it was because of her sudden jealousy. Told you before that 'I would suck it up' right? On a conventional sense, I could never imagine my pleasure with T on a physical level. But even to this day, it's been shocking to me that I had an unexpected amount of fun with him, no less, even more than them.
What I suddenly came to realize was that my connection and attraction to people were mainly determined by the fact that the person had a genuinely kind soul. I'm a very spiritual being, I can sense that with my body and with my mind. And the level of kindness has to match mine so that I feel attracted to it.
Out of allllll the people we've encountered, you stood out precisely because of this. Remember I told you many times how I felt about you? And it took the experience with T for me to finally understood why. Obviously, T stood out too. That's why, despite the unconventionality of our physical compatibility, I felt attracted to him. I enjoyed myself and was looking forward to more. Never even a single moment during that long night did I feel disappointment or doubt or discomfort."
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