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Monday, June 8, 2020
随聊: 从家里雇的清洁员聊到美国经济的复苏与为黑人权益的抗争
Sunday, June 7, 2020
美国的种族歧视对比印度的种姓歧视,哪个严重?
Wednesday, May 27, 2020
Is Internet Violence Truly Scary? 网络暴力真的可怕吗?
May 27th
网络暴力无处不在,但这些键盘虾可怕吗?其实他们真的是毫无分量,轻如鸿毛。首先作为一个人,他们没学会尊重的含义,不懂得正义和善良才是个体、民族甚至整个人类最大的财富;其次他们并不具有独立思考的能力,也还并未成为一个独立的个体;还有他们内心充满了动荡和黑暗,找不到安宁和神定。实属可怜。
Internet violence coexists with our daily life. But are these "people"(some of them may be done by bots) exhibiting a maniac behavior through their words truly scary? No. They are weightless and inconsequential.
First of all, they have never learned to respect, most probably because they are never respected. They have never learned that the most precious value is to have integrity and kindness, as an individual, as a nation, even as the human race.
Yes, the most important value of us humans is to be a human with integrity and be kind. Believe me or not, not many people have figured this out yet.
Secondly, they don't possess the ability to think independently, they are not yet an independent entity. Well, if they have figured out things properly, then why they act this way? Thus being dependent, immature, and judgemental is their common trait.
Thirdly, deep in their soul, it's filled with unrest and unease. Maybe they have been hurt before, and not yet healed. No matter what the reason is, there is a dark cloud hanging over their head, blocking their ability to find inner peace.
Yes, I don't see them as "scary", but extremely pitiful. May their souls be blessed...
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May 28th
I think because of the conflicts they stirred in the Indo-China border, for the past week my account was a place for the "little pinks" to release their nationalist sentiment by violent and voguer languages. This happens every time there is a "conflict" between India and China.
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Tuesday, May 19, 2020
为人父母的感怀
心里很明白你俩在我们屋檐下的这有限一段时间里,作为父母最重要的任务就是给你们提供安全感。无尽的爱和关注,不计回报不求收获。此安全感将成为你们理性与智慧的基石,想象力与创造力的温床。
但如何保证不把无条件的爱制造成一个隐形的泡沫,不知不觉中把你们圈住,忘记将来还要面对外头的风雨。这之间的平衡着实难以捉摸,困扰着无数为人父母。
想要严格为你们划清界限,明白什么是对什么是错,什么是道德上不可逾越的框架。但凡育儿理论,听来简单,操作起来最难拿捏的是一个度字。
放手与管制之间的平衡,实在是难以捉摸。
是否太过苛求?是否不够严责?这下应该要发火表示行为后果的严重性吗?或是说刚才的狮吼暴露了自己无法控制的情绪,树立不起榜样却起到反作用?
无数个在你们安然睡下的夜晚,妈妈辗转反侧,独饮忏水。怪自己为什么没能控制住怒气与吼叫,怕一时的冷漠与疏离造成情感伤害留下心理阴影。于是带着泪光流连于床边,捧着你们熟睡的小脸亲不停,轻轻在耳边念叨。
发誓明早睁开眼时,将以一个全新的母亲形象出场。一个温柔的、自控的、有韧性的、循循有道的、性格坚毅的慈母。
次日早,勉强维持几小时的镇定与从容后,却又在没完没了的锅碗瓢盆和床单衣裤里,在团团包围无处可逃的声声唤中,被推向奔溃边缘。
如此这番,循环往复。
2020年5月
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正在拟写给孩子们的信,打算全篇用英文先一遍,再中文也对照着一遍。不想在描述为人父母这段着实沉重且无奈,还是母语中文用得舒畅淋漓。
Friday, May 15, 2020
Carry You In My Heart
Thursday, May 14, 2020
Tragedy In Covid India - Desperate Migrant Workers Walk Without Food And Shelter For Days
Only 4 hours of notice, then a complete lockdown of the whole nation, due to the fear of Coronavirus spread. Millions of migrant workers were left stranded, homeless, and scared. Without day-to-day income, they can’t afford livings in cities. With all the transportation like trains and buses being completely shut down, they have to walk for hundreds, even thousands of kilometers to go back to their home states: Jharkhand, Bihar, UP and some others - the “backward” and extremely poor states. Many walk with their young children, many walk for days without any food.
These migrant workers go to other comparably richer states to seek better job opportunities, most of them work as maidservants, drivers, laundry wala, delivery wala and security guards etc. They barely earn enough to survive, barely have a voice in society. With the inadequately planned lockdown in place, they take a direct hit and it is such a tragedy in modern time India. It shows how brutal and disregard the Indian administration is toward the lower strata of society.
More facts to know:
1. Police brutality and misdemeanors is a scar not yet healed from colonial times under the British rule. The policing system was a centralized structure built by the British colonists to rule over Indian citizens, suppress resistance, and facilitate exploitation. It only answered to the up and suppressed the down. More than 70 years after independence, redesign of the structure, and reform in the police force is hardly satisfying. The policing system stays largely the same in modern time India - answering to the up while suppressing the down.
2. Bihar, Jharkhand, UP, West Bengal these “poor and backward” states were the center of British colonization, thus the most exploited and most disrupted. Bihar and Jharkhand (was combined as Bihar) was rich in coal mines, thus a curse to be the free supply of endless coal mines to the British authority. The uncountable robbery of wealth in natural resources is one thing, the unregulated excavations without any regard for the local ecosystem and sustainability have an even longer and deeper impact on the colonized land. No need to mention complete destruction on the social and economic structure that left the land in chaos and despair. And it surely takes an unimaginably long time to rebuild and reflourish. That’s one of the reasons why there are still huge economic gaps among different states in India today, especially the East Indian states, where was the center of colonization, to the other parts of India.
Tuesday, May 12, 2020
生命的滑轮 野鹤 六角型 2005年旧诗三首
又一场无眠的彻夜里 蓦然翻至
本即一缕无可救药的浪漫灵魂
放逐人间
十五载如一梦
梦梦醒醒 醒醒梦梦
所幸之
梦尚未改 醒尤如梦
Cause in this mad trance
Who are the real awaken?
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生命的滑轮
生命的滑轮一刻也不会停息
我一如牢牢抓紧轮轨的蚂蚁
任由滑轮的转动将我拉近或
抛离地面
被抛到高高的云端
一时间竟忘记了曾那么贴近花朵的
感动
不是我健忘
只怪我无力的细肢不可能改变
滑轮的转动
于厦门大学
2004年9月
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野鹤
野鹤保留有前世的记忆
她仍骄傲着自己完美的身体
低低地徘徊在湖面上
阵阵眩晕使她窒息
那块被压塌的草皮
是否是她告别前世
告别了他的伤心之地?
曾经的珍珠项链早已散落
几颗化作泪熔在心里
其余的随着羊群的迁徙踏进了土里
盘旋在山顶那座熟悉的小木屋上
是他吗?我的王子
你仍旧美丽
我的裙摆是否拉平?我的发髻是否动人?
黑色的枪口后温情不再
野鹤欣慰地闭上了眼睛
于厦门大学
2005年5月
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六角型
灰色金字塔悬浮在城市上空
破裂的砖块下刻着隔世真言
寻找一个使者去开启尘封的历史
一只鹰划过头顶
呼唤我抬头
金字塔换上了金色与我的凝视相接
等待一个回答
我被人群从背后推醒
束一束风衣
继续赶前方的路
于厦门大学
2005年4月


























