To My Baby Girl

 

Sitting outside my daughter's school, watching the kids play from far. My daughter and her 3 besties, all the girls constantly jumping and laughing, with their lovely ponytails and piggytails bouncing in the air. Sometimes working on their kitchen, sometimes running with boys. But always being kind to each other, always being merry together. 

My baby girl, mommy knows one day you will have to grow up, but I wish you stay this pure and happy for always, stay as how kind you are now. 

My baby girl, mommy fears that one day, like most girls, you might as well get hurt, but I wish you will never be put down by anyone or anything, even though there surely will be wounds and scars. 

Everything will heal, and it will only make you stronger. 

My baby girl, the world has many colors, what colors you choose to see, you will see. Mommy wishes your eyes always filled with rainbows and unicorns, butterflies and heart shapes. Mommy wishes to protect you forever, but I know you will be just fine, with your magic paintbrushes and glitter. 

The world is yours to take, mommy wishes you take it with your own style, always leave rainbows and stars in the sky.

Cultural Revolution 2.0

When They Make Hit Videos About U, U Know U'r Famous!..Hilarious.. #郑墨沫​ #嫁给印度人​ #InternetViolence

The Incident in February 2021

This is how ironic the situation is, in that society, people make money out of personal attacks, false accusations, defamation & slander, spreading fake information, promoting discrimination and hatred... all in Cultural Revolution Style (it's called Cultural Revolution 2.0 actually, as myself became a target of it). 

Raj was saying "should we sue them?" I was like "naaaaa, for years they've been stealing my images to fabricate dreadful stories about India and Indian people, to spread fake news and give bad names to any democratic society so to prove the worth of authoritarianism. If I know there is even a 1% chance of justice, I would have sued them a long time ago." 

Me? I am just a silenced voiceless victim, all my rights are violated and I'm constantly in fear of the consequences that my Chinese family has to burden, which solely caused by my thoughts and words. Why? Because they fear my thoughts and words. 

But you know what? Karma is a Bitch.

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With You By My Side, My World Lit Up Like A Northern Sky

               

胡锡进被俄爹狂打脸，到底还要不要精俄？支持一位嫁给印度人的中国姑娘，反击愚蠢粉红蛆

https://youtu.be/U3UfxEBhFpE

I'm free to talk about it at last

The reason that I survived the attack

I've never met any of you

Yet I feel so close to all of you

狗哥 and my lady friends 

who stood by my side that whole seven nights

In the darkness

I felt your heartbeats

full of integrity and compassionate wits

When the waves of bullets roar and fly

you lift your shields and drew your swords

you built a barricade for me to duck and hide

When the waves of bullets roar and fly

you held my hands and pulled me close

you made a shelter for me to rest and recline

Who said darkness was scary and fright?

With you by my side

My world was lit up like the northern sky

Who said there's no point to aspire and inspire?

With you holding my hands

 My heart was never saddened and despair

Who said our songs were foolish and out of line?

With you in the sight

We could finally remake that broken rhyme

謝謝狗哥和幾個好姐妹的庇護

因為你們的勇和善

這次我又倖存了下來

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Happy Women's Day!

Despite all the difficulties in life 

(discrimination, pay gap, glass ceiling

 harassment, abuse and violence...)

Every day we choose to be Brave and Courageous

 We choose to be Forgiving and Tolerant

We choose to allow the low being low 

but should we, ourselves, always start a new day 

with Gratitude and Love

Because We Are Truly Unbreakable 

Happy Women's Day to all the strong and magnificent women out there ❤ 

作為女人的路再難走

再多污衊誹謗、侮辱歧視、暴力污穢

我們依然選擇去原諒去善待

我們選擇勇敢堅強

我們選擇允許那些 low 的人存在

而我們自己必須每天以

最大的善意

與最明亮的美好

去開啟新生活

因為我們堅不可摧