Wednesday, January 7, 2026

Two months

"Feels like we tumbled inside Yoshi's, kissed there the entire time when music played on stage, tumbled out and mesmerized to watch trains passing by, isn't it?"

"Yes! And that two times!"

"We had a great two months together, didn't we, Nate?"

"Yes, we had a great two months together... Baby, you're so beautiful, I'm so attracted to you..."

"Same here... Baby, you're so hot, I am so attracted to you too... Can't believe we just met like that in Harbin, in the hot spring water. All of a sudden, you were dropped from heaven, right in front of my eyes. Everything happened like an explosion, what a dream..."

"Thank you for talking to me in the water and letting everything happen, baby... I wanted you so much, I'm so grateful for you, oh Momo, thank you for giving me all of this... Our sex is so extremely good, no? You're so special, I respect and admire you so much, Momo, I look up to you..."

"Oh gosh, the sex, sooo good.... This is so beautiful, baby, you're so special too... We are so beautiful together, at this space, at this time... We are so lucky... Thank you for being here with me, Nate. I'll remember this forever. I'll always remember you and the bling bling I put on your face, your ears, oh gosh, you're so hot... Under the neon light of my dressing room, you stood there with the earring on your right side, a free spirit, a wild soul, so beautiful... I'll always remember the music that connects us, and our moments that are so beautiful and sweet, taste like teenage spring rain..."

"Oh gosh, I loved it when you came up to me and whispered in my ear that you would remember this moment forever... It felt like the first time I ever kissed, nothing else but us existed at that moment, in our corner at Yoshi's... My soul likes your soul, baby."

"My soul likes your soul, baby. And I'm so proud of you, Nate, I want you to take good care of yourself, okay?"

"I am so proud of you, too, Momo. You also will take care of yourself, okay?"

"I'll miss you..."

"I'll miss you too..."










Thursday, January 1, 2026

The faces of The Bay Area


What a year, 2025. 


One friend asked, 

"What are the most excellent decisions you made in 2025?"

Without a doubt, I replied, 

"I think all the decisions were excellent, big or small. 

I had only fun and zero regret!"


*Body Count

And yes, most of them stay as "body count".

Some of them would turn into beautiful memories,

eventually, long or short.

Very rarely, 

only a few of them have the potential to make a profound friendship with,

even some companionship.